Raindrops and Sunshine

If God sends you rain then look for the raindrops.

That is what I wrote on a post a few days ago. Well God tested my words. Guess He doesn’t want me to preach something I won’t practice.

Last night found John and I pretty much sitting in the dark conserving power. The back up generator was not charging the batteries and its been so cloudy lately the solar is no help at all.

The owner was trying to get someone to come out but becasue of the holiday it wouldn’t be until at least next week. So we were looking at roughing it for awhile.

Yesterday we met a pickup on the road when going out to town. Now in the 10 or 12 times we have gone out since we’ve been here we have met maybe 3 rigs. This one stopped to talk and we met another neighbor. John told him about the generator and he said he was having an electrician come out the next day to do some work. He would ask him if he had time to come up here and check the generator. John tired calling the electrician later but didn’t get an answer so we pretty much wrote it off.

I was a bit upset last night. “I didn’t sign up for this!” I thought.

But things happen. Life throws a curve ball sometimes.

This morning I remembered my post about raindrops. So I better get to looking for those raindrops! Right?

If David could praise the Lord when hiding in the depts of a dark, dank cave, then I certianly could praise Him when sitting in a nice warm, cozy, if dark house.

So I began to praise Him and thank Him for taking care of us and for His strength to get through a hard time and for His provision.

“You light a lamp for me. The Lord, my God, lights up my darkness.

In Your strength I can crush an army, with my God I can scale any

wall.” Ps. 18:28-29

Well the wrote-off electrician did come and he found a broken wire. An easy fix and the generator is working again! Praise God!

Now you can’t tell me that we just HAPPENED to meet the neighbor on the road and that he just HAPPENED to have an electrician coming up the next day. God didn’t send the sun but he did send raindrops!

“”God’s way is perfect. All the Lord’s promises prove true. He is a shield for all who look to Him for protection.

For who is God except the Lord?

Who but our God is a solid Rock?

God arms me with strength, and He makes my way perfect.

He makes me as surefooted as a deer, enabling me to stand on mountain heights. He trains my hands for battle; He strengthens my arm to draw a bronze bow. (which is pretty much impossible)

You have given me Your shield of VICTORY! (not in getting the generator fixed but in finding the raindrops.)

Your right hand supports me. Your help has made me great.

You have made a wide path for my feet to keep them from slipping.” Ps. 18:30-36

He provides a way.

He protects, not just my physical body, but my soul.

He is my refuge.

He is my strength.

He is my enabler.

He is my trainer.

He is my teacher.

He is my guide.

He is my support.

He is my helper.

He is my stabalizer.

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David’s Journey part 3

Run to the Hiding Place

On top of hiding from Saul, being a refuge in Philistine territory, being rejected by the Philistines in battle (which turned out to be God’s hand working) David and his men arrived home to find their village to have been raided and all the women, children and anyone else to be carried off as captives. David’s two wives are among them.

David and his men were devestated and wept unitl they could not weep any more. (from 1 Sam. 30:3)

However his men became bitter and laid blame on David. They threatened to stone him. So now his own men are turning against him! David is greiving, he is afraid. What does he do?

“But David found strength in the Lord his God.” He didn’t run or hide from his men, he didn’t get mad, he didn’t despair, he didn’t run off on his own to rescue the captives, no, he turned to his God.

“Then David asked the Lord, ‘Should I chase after this band of raiders? Will I catch them?’

And the Lord said, ‘ Yes go after them. You will surely recover everthing that was taken from you!”

“David and his men rushed in among them and slaughtered them throughtout the night and the entire next day until evening. (fighting all night and all day!) None of the Amalekites escaped except 400 young men who fled on camels.

David got back everything the Amalekites had taken, and he rescued his two wives. Nothing was missing: small or great, son or daughter, nor anthing else that had been taken. David brought everything back. He also recovered all the flocks and herds, and his men drove them ahead of the other livestock. “This plunder belongs to David!” they said. ” 1 Sam. 30:17-20

What a victory! And with only 400 men against the vast Amalekite army! So, now his men are singing David’s praises! Only God!

David questioned God and I’m sure at times he was angry with God. He was afraid, he was near despair at times, he was lonely, he thought he was going to die, yet he always ran to God, He leaned on God and he depended on God for guidiance.

David hid under God’s protecting wings. He always ran to the hiding place. And David always praised his God.

“But I am trusting you, O Lord, saying, “You are my God!”

My future is in Your hands. Rescue me from those who hunt me down relentlessly.

Let Your favor shine on Your servant. In Your unfailing love, rescue me.

How great is the goodness You have stored up for those who fear You. You lavish it on those who come to You for protection, blessing them before the watching world.

You hide them in the shelter of Your presence, safe from those who conspire against them. You shelter them in Your presence far from accusing tongues.” Pa. 31:14-16, 19-20

“The Lord is my Light and my Salvation–so why should I b afraid?

The Lord is my Fortress, protecting me from danger, so why should I tremble?

When evil people come to devour me, when my enemies and foes attack me, they will stumble and fall.

Though a mighty army surrounds me, my heart will not be afraid. Even if I am attacked, I will remain confident.

The one thing I ask of the Lord–The one thing I see most–Is to live in the house of the Lord all the days of my life, delighting in the Lord’s perfections and meditating in His Temple.

For He will conceal me there when troubles come. He will hide me in His sanctuary. He will place me out of reach on a high Rock.

Then I will hold my head high above my enemies who surround me.

At His sanctuary I will offer sacrifieces with shouts of JOY, singing and praising the Lord with music.” Psalm 27:1-6 NLT

Remember David’s enemies were people and armies but our enemies can be fear, worry, anxiety, sickness, pain, anger, sin, doubt, unbelief and anything that leads us from God’s path.

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David’s Journey Part Two

This is what David says when he is in deep trouble, possibly hiding out from Saul.

“O God listen to my complaint. Protect my life from my enemies’ threats. Hide me from the plots of this evil mob, from this gang of wrong doers. They sharpen their tonues like swords and aim their bitter words like arrows.

They shoot from ambush at the innocent, attacking suddenly and fearlessly.” Psalm 64:1-4

“Come and listen, all you who fear God, and I will tell you what He did for me.

For I cried out to Him for help, praising Him AS I SPOKE. (as he cried out for help)

If I had not confessed the sin in my heart, the Lord would not have listened.

But God DID listen! He paid attention to my prayer.

Praise God, who did not ignore my prayer or withdraw His unfailing love from me.” Psalm 66:16-20

“O God, listen to my cry! Hear my prayer! From the ends of the earth, I cry to you for help when my heart is overwhelmed. Lead me to the towering Rock of safety, for you are my safe Refuge, a Fortress where my enemies cannot reach me.

Let me live forever in Your sanctuary, safe beneath the shelter of Your wings!” Psalm 61:1-4

“I wait quietly before God, for my victory comes from Him. He alone is my Rock and my Salvation, my Fortress where I will never be shaken.

Let all that I am wait quietly before God, for my hope (the assurance of a sure thing) is in Him.

He alone is my Rock and my Salvation, my Fortress where I will not be shaken.

My victory and honor come from God alone. He is my Refuge, a Rock where no enemy can reach me. ( repeats himself twice to make a point)

Oh my people, trust in Him at ALL times. Pour out your heart to Him, for God is our Refuge.” Psalm 62:1-2, 5-8

David runs to God first, he cries to Him for help, he confesses his sin, he praises God while things are still bad, he relies on God completely, he leans on God, he claims God as His refuge and Fortress.

He exhorts us to do the same.

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David’s Journey Part 1

David prays:

“You are my strength; I wait for You to rescue me, for you, O God, are my fortress.

In His unfailing love, my God will stand with me. He will let me look down in triumph on all my enemies.” Psalm 59:9-10

David is in a tough spot. Saul, his king and trusted leader has betrayed him and is out to murder him. He has to flee his home, his wife and his dear friend. Saul is relentless in his pursuit of David, pulling out all stops.

David says, “My enemies come out at night, snarling like vicious dogs as they prowl the streets.”

Since he refuses to fight his king, he is running and hiding in caves like a wild animal.

My enemies may not be a dranged king, or a vast army, but things like worry, anxiety, fretting, anger, grumbling and complaining come against me just as relentless and as powerful. Saten uses all these things to discourage me, to get my mind off Jesus, to weaken my faith to discredit my testimony. So what should I do?

As David says: “But as for me, I will sing about Your powers. Each morning I will sing with JOY about Your unfailling love. For You have been my refuge, a place of safety when I am in distress.

Oh my Strength, to You I sing praises, for You, O God, are my refuge, the God who shows me unfailing love.” Psalm 59″15-17

I sing, I praise and I pray. For when I’m in a tough spot, my God will stand with me. He may not take the situationa away, but He will fight for me. He will always be my champion. He is my refuge, my strength and my place of safety. Instead of letting my enemies stomp me, I will fight back with JOY.

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Christmas Letter 2022

The Unknown Path

Trust in the Lord with all your heart.  Do not depend on your own understanding.Seek His will in all you do and He will show you which path to take.Commit your ways to the Lord and your plans will be established.” (in His way) Proverbs. 3:5-6, 16:3

            Let me tell you a little story.  Well, not so little so you might want to get a cup of coffee or tea and grab a snack and settle in for awhile. 

          One fine day, when John and I were heading to a wedding, he told me something that knock-your-socks-off shocked me. Let me back up a bit.  Now we were perfectly happy and content in our little one hundred year old farm house south of Sentinel Butte, North Dakota.  We had very close friends, a wonderful church family and a very supportive community “family”.  We were set, ready to hunker down and spend our last days, either till God called us home or until we heard that trumpet call.  In fact John had just told me a few days earlier, “I guess I’ve outgrown my wanderlust.”  Well I was all for that.  A little bit of maturity and stability never hurt anyone!

          So then that fine day, the end of August, he hit me with a bomb.  “So I saw this job online that would be perfect for us. It’s a caretaker job, on a non-working ranch in the mountains.” 

          Well save it to say, my mouth dropped open and I was, for once, speechless.  “Of course, we wouldn’t want to do it,” he continued, “I mean we have such a nice place to live right here.” 

          “Where is it?” I finally choked out.

          “In Oregon.”  “OREGON!” I cried.  Ha that seals the deal, John said he never wanted to go back to Oregon.  Then he added, “Eastern Oregon, the northern corner, in the Blue Mountains, its very remote. But of course we wouldn’t want to move since we have such good friends here.”

          Well like I said I was in shock so not much came out of my mouth at that point.  I should have let sleeping dogs lie. But I kept thinking that maybe, just maybe this was something God had for us.  Something He wanted us to do so maybe we needed to seek His will in this. So I brought up this point to John. That was all he needed to pursue the job.  “I’ll just send a message that we are interested,” Did I say we were interested?  “But I doubt they will get back to us.”

          Well one thing led to another and soon he was sending a resume.  “I don’t think anything will come of it,” John said.  Meanwhile I was trying to subtly or not so subtly say, “I DO NOT WANT TO MOVE.  I think John got the point but God had other ideas.

          Well we did hear back from the owners and John soon had a phone interview.  Wait a minute, stop this train and let me off!  Of course all this time we were praying about this.  John was praying if God does not want us to do this, He would shut the door. I was praying, Lord please SHUT THE DOOR.

          I came up with red flags and questions that John should ask during the interview, the deal beakers that would stop this project in its tracks.  But God was going before us, preparing the way, leveling the mountains and smashing gates of bronze.  All the red flags I had and all the deal breakers were positive, no road blocks, no closed doors.  

          Now this was getting serious.  I really did not want to leave my dear sweet friends.  I prayed that if it was His will, God would change my heart and give me the desire to move to the Blue Mountains in Oregon and that John and I would be on the same page, which we were not at this point.                

After looking at some pictures of Grant County online, I could see it was beautiful.  A few things happened at our place to make me think moving might not be a bad idea.  The secluded, quiet ranch we had lived on for 13 years was not quite so secluded and peaceful as it had been.  So when the owner in Oregon called and said he was seriously considering us for the job, I was beginning to warm up to the idea. 

          Then John did an about face.  He said he didn’t want to uproot us and make such a big change at our age. We were settled, we were comfortable, we were in a good place. He wrote a message to Tom, the owner saying we had changed our minds and decided to stay in North Dakota.  Oh phew! I was relieved, our friends were relieved, everyone celebrated!

          So we closed the door with a big sigh.  However, when God tells you to move you gotta move!  He wouldn’t let the door stay closed.  I just didn’t feel good about that decision.  I kept thinking, what if God wants us to do this? What if it’s a blessing He has for us? What if He has a reason for wanting us in John Day Oregon?  Then the biggie:  If we trust Him shouldn’t we trust Him even in this, even in our old age, even when the way seems impossible?

          For you see, “The Lord directs the steps of the godly.  He DELIGHTS in EVERY DETAIL of their lives.  Though they stumble they will never fall for the Lord holds them by the hand.”  Ps. 37:23-24    So do we trust Him or do we not?

           Come to find out John had been thinking along the same lines.  Then, twice Tom wrote and asked us to reconsider and at least go out and see the place and meet him.  We had been planning a camping trip heading east in ND so we decided to go west instead.

          When we saw the area of John Day and Grant county, we felt like we had come home, back to mountains like we had lived in most of our lives.  When we met the owners and saw the ranch, there were no red flags and all concerns were met positively.

God seemed to be saying: “I will go before you, Cyrus, (Wendy and John) and level the mountains. I will smash gates of bronze and cut through bars of iron. And I will give you treasures hidden in the darkness and secret riches” (where you do not see them) Is. 45:2-3

          So suffice it to say we decided to take the leap of faith, not really knowing what was down the road.  We have done that several times since we’ve been married but this time it seemed much more daunting.  It was very hard to say goodbye to dear friends and church family. Its scary to go from the known that is good to the unknown that you have no clue of.   

I remember months earlier when we didn’t even have an inkling we would be leaving, I was sitting on one of “my” hills and praising God for giving us such wonderful place to live, as I often did.  I remember thinking, “if we ever had to leave here it would break my heart.” Right on the heels of that thought came, “But if I close a door I will always open another one just as good or better.”  Then I remembered when we were moving to North Dakota, where I definitely did not want to go, how God led us to Boyd’s place and living there turned out to be a most wonderful blessing. Also, He brought us to a great church family and provided close friends.   If He did it once, He would do it again.

Remember things I have done in the past.  For I alone am God!  I am God and there is no one like Me!  Only I can tell the future before it even happens.  Everything I plan will come to pass.  I do whatever I wish.” Isaiah 46:9-10 

After making that leap of faith, the job before us of packing and moving everything a thousand miles seemed overwhelming.  So many lasts; last time to go to church, last ladies Bible study, last trip to Wild Vines coffee shop, last time to have a meal with friends, last goodbyes.  So many tears and fears and much trembling. Often following God’s will means sacrifice and leaving our true and good friends was a sacrifice.

However, friends are friends forever if God is the Lord of them! Here there or in the air!  became our mantra.

“I am fearless because God is faithful!” Is on my wall.  Reading those words and relying on my faithful God gave me strength and courage to keep going.    

          You see when God leads, He straightens crooked paths and gives light in the darkness. I’m not saying He makes it easy, but He makes it possible.  He might illuminate only a small part of the path and the rest is dark and unknown, but we have to take that one step and then another as He leads.  Our job is to trust.  His is to get us through.  He levels the mountains that are impossible to climb. 

          It was amazing!  Every little detail fell into place. Even concerning my horse, but that’s another story.  Many things were sold, boxes were slowly filled, friends offered to help drive a rig to Oregon, a u-haul truck was available for the date we needed, kitties were given a home (in the same house) friends helped load the truck, in a snow storm no less, rigs started even though it was -15 the morning we left Beach. 

And we were on our way.  A thousand miles with a pickup pulling a loaded stock trailer, a large u-haul truck pulling a car hauler, and my Edge and we had no trouble, no flat tires, no problems whatsoever.  The miles ticked away for three days until we reached our new home in the Blue Mountains near Mt. Vernon Oregon.

          Since we’ve been here, just short of 4 weeks, God has led us to a wonderful welcoming church.  Amazing how we can go from one family to another and feel at home. We have met neighbors and are getting to know friends in the church.  We love the milder weather although we still have winter, just not driving wind, deep drifts and bitter cold.  We are falling in love with the mountains all over again and I can’t get enough of the view of the Strawberries just across the valley, as some of you know from my photos on facebook.  He has shown us many treasures in the darkness already. I can’t wait to see what more He has in store.  All I can say is God is good! All the time!

          “There is no one like the God of Israel, He rides across the sky to help you, across the skies in majestic splendor.  The eternal God is your refuge and His ever lasting arms are under you.” Duet. 33:26-27

          Do not fret! Do not forget!   Have a very blessed Christmas and New Year!

We also want to say thankyou to everyone who helped get boxes, load the truck, provide meals and most importantly, provide prayer support!

Love John and Wendy

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If He brings you to it He will take you through it.

Does God bring or allow bad things in our lives?

Isaiah 45:6b-7

“I am the Lord, and there is not other.

I create light and make the darkness. I send good times and bad times.

I, the Lord, am the One who does these things.”

Lamentations 3:31-33, 37-39

“For no one is abandoned by the Lord forever. Though He brings grief, He also shows compassion, because of the greatness of His unfailing love.

For He does not enjoy hurting people or causing them sorrow.

Who can command things to happen without the Lord’s permission?

Does not the Most High send both calamity and good?

Then why should we, mere humans complain when we are punished for our sins?”

Jeremiah 32:42

“This is what the Lord says: Just as I have brought all these calamities on them, so I will do all the good I have promised them.”

Amos 3:6

“When the ram’s horn blows a warning, shouldn’t the people be alarmed?

Does disaster come to a city unless the Lord has planned it?”

Apparently, according to these verses, God does plan, bring and allow calamities and troubles to come our way. So why?

One reason is to punish sins, specifically Israel’s sins of rebellion and idolatry. However, today I believe He brings consequences and hard times so we will recognize our sins and He can draw us back to Him. Yet, Many times troubles are piled upon us when there are no unrepented sins in our lives. Again I ask, why?

“This is what the Lord says:

“I will go before you, Cyrus, and level the mountains. I will smash down the gates of bronze and cut through the bars of iron. And I will give you treasures hidden in darkness—secret riches. I will do this so you may know that I am the Lord, the God of Israel, the One who calls you by name.” Isaiah 45:2-3 NLT

If I never had a mountain before me, I would never be able to see my God level one.

If I was never imprisoned by gates of bronze and bars of iron, I would never see Him cut through them to free me.

If I was never in the darkness, I would never find hidden treasure and secret riches that are hidden there.

You see if I never had to climb a mountain, I would not have seen the glorious view. I would not have known how He put my feet in foot holds and my hands in hand holds. I would not have felt His arms carrying me or His strength bolstering and supporting me.

“I am the Lord; there is no other God. I have equipped you for battle, though you don’t even know me, so all the world from east to west will now there is no other God.” Is. 45:5-6

If there never was a battle, I would not have known how He prepared and equipped me. Or how He fought the battle for me and right along beside me.

I have done this, He says, so you may know that I am your God. So with my heart I would really know Him, and see His face and feel His love surround me.

Without terrible trouble in my life I would not have heard the Most High calling my name. And I would not have known that He is enough.

Like Job, I say, “I had only heard about You before, but now I have seen You with my own eyes.” Job 42:5

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Stocking up

From Jesus Calling by Sarah Young. (remember, she writes as if Jesus is talking)

“I know what you need, and I have promised to provide all of that—abundantly!

Your sense of security must not rest in your possessions or in things going your way. I am training you to depend on ME alone, finding fulfillment in My Presence.

This entails being satisfied with much or with little, accepting either as My will for the moment.

Instead of grasping and controlling, you are learning to release and receive. Cultivate this receptive stance by trusting Me in every situation.”

Grasping and controlling is the way I tend to run. In this time of rising costs and an uncertain future, my instinct is to stock up. And believe me I have! Every available space including cabinets and any mouse proof container in the basement is nearly full to the brim. But as John says, “you can only stock up to last so long.” Unless, of course, you have a bunker.

Yes, I believe a certain amount of preparedness is prudent. However, at some point, preparing becomes grasping and controlling. Doncha think?

There comes a time when I must let go and let God. Give it all into His capable hands and let Him provide my needs. After all, He knows what I need better than I do!

He holds me in His hand. He is with me to the end of the age. He cares for me. He provides all my needs, now and forever.

Do I believe that or do I not?

(Wait a moment, I’ll be right back, just as soon as I go buy another package of toilet paper. LOL!)

It’s not my job to strive, to worry, to be completely prepared for all things.

It is my job only to trust Him.

Psalm 27:1-6 NLT

“The Lord is my Light and my Salvation, so why should I be afraid?

The Lord is my Fortress, protecting me in danger, so why should I tremble?

When evil people come to devour me, when my enemies and foes attack me, they will stumble and fall.

Though a mighty army surrounds me, my heart will not be afraid. Even if I am attacked, I will remain confident.

The one thing I ask of the Lord–the one thing I seek most–is to live in the house of the Lord all the days of my life, delighting in the Lord’s perfections and meditating in His Temple. (being in His presence)

For He will conceal me there when troubles come. He will hide me in His sanctuary.

He will place me out of reach on a high rock.

Then I will hold my head high above my enemies who surround me.

At His Sancturary (in His presence) I will offer sacrifices with shouts of JOY and singing and praising the Lord with music.”

Sacrifices of thanksgiving and praise brings joy in all circumstances.

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Jesus Delays

“Are there not twelve hours in a day? If anyone walks in the day he does not stumble, because he sees the light of this world. But if anyone walks in the night he stumbles because the light is not in him.” John 11:9-10

In a small village near Jerusalem called Bethany lived a man and his two sisters. This man fell gravely ill and his two sisters sent for their dear friend whom they knew could heal their brother, with a touch. This friend loved their brother greatly, so Mary and Martha knew He would surely come.

Somewhere beyond the Jordon, soon after nearly being stoned in Jerusalem, Jesus was preaching to many of John the Baptist’s followers. A runner rushed up to him one day and gave him the message that his dear friend Lazarus was sick and possibly dying.

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Resurrection

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THE RISEN

“Woman, why are you weeping? Whom are you seeking?” John 20:15

            There was a rumble deep in the earth. The ground shook mightily. With loud cracks, huge rocks split open. People gathered on Golgotha were knocked off their feet as rocks rolled and earth crumbled.

In the tombs, graves broke open and many Godly people who had died were raised to life. They walked about, even into town, and after Jesus’ resurrection appeared to many people. (from Math. 27:52)

The centurion and guards near the cross saw the great earthquake and graves being opened and they said, “Surely this is the Son of God!” A miracle had been demanded and a miracle they received. The mighty hand of God, shaking the earth, tearing the curtain in the sanctuary and raising people from the dead. But still many did not believe.

Near the cross a group of people huddled on the ground, where they had fallen when the shaking began. Mary Magdalene rose to a sitting position. She looked up at the battered figure on the cross. The body of her beloved Teacher and Lord was limp, his head hanging slack. On the ground beside her, lay the mother of Jesus, her heart wrenching sobs and cries the only sounds that were heard. On her other side Mary, the aunt of Jesus and Salome were just sitting up.

 

Mary raised her tear-stained face to gaze at her Son on the cross. “He is gone!” She wailed. “It is over. It was all for naught. The years hiding in Egypt, the hours of learning in the temple, the preaching, the miracles, the suffering, all for nothing.” Her voice could barely be heard as her words carried the grief of a mother’s heart. “He healed hundreds, He saved others, why in the name of our God didn’t He save Himself?” She fell to the ground as her keening cries rose in the still evening air.

Mary Magdalene put her arms around the sobbing woman and pulled her close. “He also raised Lazareth from the dead. We can not forget that. It is not finished!”

The other women crowded around Mary to comfort and console her. They shielded her eyes when the soldiers came to break the legs of the crucified criminals so they would die before the Sabbath began. Jesus was dead however, so they rammed a spear in his side and blood and water poured out.

The woman who had followed Jesus watched as a rich man from Arimathea, Joseph, by name, took the body down, along with Nicodemus. Wrapping Him in linen cloth and spice, they laid Him in a nearby tomb. Mary Magdalene and Mary the mother of Jesus sat nearby and watched as the men rolled a heavy stone across the opening.

The crowds had gone home shaking their heads. The disciples apparently had fled and were hiding. John took the mother of Jesus home and the other women ministered to her since her heart was torn in two.

All night and all the next day, despair settled on them like a cloak, heavy and dark. Visions of Jesus’ suffering played back in Mary Magdalene’s mind over and over. This was not what they expected. Jesus their Teacher was the Messiah, or God with us, but wasn’t He supposed to reign as conquering King for Israel? Wouldn’t He deliver them from their bondage and lead them to be a great nation? Wasn’t He God? And yet He let them lead Him to slaughter like a lamb. He never said a word. He did nothing to save Himself!

Mary had expected something great. Many angels coming from Heaven to take Jesus from the cross. Or even after He was dead and lying on the ground, she had expected life to come back into His battered body. She thought He would have risen again and walked with them. As He said.

Was He really the Son of God? Was He truly the Messiah? Mary had been so sure. After all He had fed thousands of folks on a few fish and two loaves. Hundreds had been healed from grave sicknesses. He had even brought a few back from the dead. How could things have gone so wrong? Mary had not expected this. Not this darkness. Not this horror. Not evil and death. No not this.

I so often think God will work a certain way. When darkness comes, when suffering comes, when death comes, I am knocked to my knees. I don’t expect it. A mighty God would not work that way. Would He? Would He allow His very own Son to die a horrible, violent death?

Well, yes He would! Yes He did. To save my soul, to save your soul, He did.

Would a loving God allow suffering and trials in our lives? Oh yes He does! To save souls. To test us. To draw us closer to Him. To train us for battle. To develop our faith muscles. So others will see His glory shining in us. So a cloud of witnesses will see our faith in Him. Oh yes, you bet, He does.

The religious leaders were not satisfied with Jesus being only dead. To keep Him in the grave, they secured the tomb by putting a seal on the huge stone at the entrance then posted guards to stand next to it.  Why were they afraid of a dead man?

 

The day after the Sabbath, Sunday, in the predawn stillness, Mary Magdalene, Mary, the mother of Jesus and Salome, the wife of Zebedee, walked to the tomb with spices to anoint Jesus’ body.

“How will we roll that big stone away?” Mary Magdalene whispered. The others just shook their heads.

Coming in sight of the tomb they stopped. Would the guards let them near. An eerie stillness filled the air. Not a sound was heard, nothing stirred in the gray dawn. Then a Morning Dove called. All else in the garden was silent. The women waited, holding their breath. Expectancy hung in the air like the morning mist amongst the lilies.

What is it? Mary Magdalene thought, What is about to happen?

A rumble started deep in the earth, like a low growl. It grew until it was a roar. Mary looked at her companions, their eyes were wide in fear.   Like the hour when Jesus died, the ground began to shake. Violently the earth shook, the trees swayed, rocks rolled from the cliffs near by, the women fell to the ground.

With mouths open, Mary and the others watched as a glowing white figure descended from Heaven and landed in front of the tomb. An angel! Who appeared like lightening, so bright Mary couldn’t look at him, and his clothes were whiter than anything she had ever seen.

The angel took hold of the stone and with a grating sound rolled it away from the tomb. Then he sat on it. The two guards who had been standing like statues, fell to the ground in a dead faint.

 

Mary and her companions stayed on their knees and bowed their heads.

“Don’t be afraid,” the angel said in ringing tones, “I know that you are looking for Jesus, who was crucified.   He is not here, He has risen! Just as He said. Come and see the place where He lay. Then go quickly and tell His disciples that He has risen from the dead and is going ahead of you into Galilee. There you will see Him. Now I have told you.”

Mary slowly rose from the ground and crept up to the tomb’s entrance. She peeked inside. In the dim light she could see nothing. Stepping in farther she saw a white cloth laying on the low stone bench, a scarf folded at the head, and nothing else. No body of her Lord.

 

With a gasp she turned from the tomb, ready to tell the others that Jesus’ body was gone, but they had left.   Shocked and confused, Mary sat on a stone near by and wept bitterly. She had been strong to this point, but the disappearance of her Beloved’s body was too much.

Mary and Salome hurried excitedly to tell the descilples what the angel had said. Suddenly in front of them stood a man. They stopped.

Mary gasped. “Jesus!” .

“Rejoice!” Jesus said, with a smile. “I am alive!”

“My Son!” Mary ran to Him along with Salome and falling on the ground before Him, they held His feet and praised Him.

“Do not be afraid,” He told them, “Go and tell My brethren to go to Galilee and there they will see Me.”

Jesus is the Light

Mary Magdalene was sitting near the tomb and weeping when John ran up and bending over looked inside. Then Peter stormed into the tomb and John followed. After a few moments they both came out and walked quickly away talking excitedly to each other.

 

Mary wondered what they saw there, maybe she had missed something so, she walked to the tomb. Bending over she peered into the dark cave. Her eyes were blinded by a great light and she saw two angels sitting there. One at the head and one at the feet of where the body of Jesus had lain.

“Woman,” one angel said, “why are you weeping?”

“Because they have taken away my Lord and I don’t know where they have put Him.” Stricken by grief and shock, Mary could not grasp what she had heard from the first angel.

With head bowed and tears running down her face she turned from the tomb. A man stood before her with the rising sun glowing behind him.

“Woman why are you weeping? Who is it you are seeking?” He asked.

Shielding her eyes from the bright sun, and thinking it was the gardener, Mary pleaded, “Sir if you have carried Him away, please tell me where you have put Him and I will get Him.”

Unable to take her pain any longer, Jesus said, “Mary.”

That one word was enough. He called her name and she knew Him.

“Teacher!” she cried.   She rushed to Him and wrapped her arms around Him. She clung to Him as if she would never let Him go.

Jesus pried her arms from Him and gently wiped the tears from her face. “Mary,” He said softly, “don’t you know you must not hold on to Me? I must go soon to my Father in Heaven. But what I said before is true. My Father is your Father, My God is your God. If you love Me and keep My word, My Father will love you. And We will come to you and make Our home with you always. Go tell my brethren this.” (from John 14:23-24)

Mary missed the joy because her focus was on her circumstance. Jesus was close to her and she didn’t know Him. Maybe while she sat in the garden weeping, He was standing near by. Her eyes were downcast and she never saw Him. She didn’t know He was alive.

“Just turn to Me.” He might have whispered. “Only open your eyes and look upon My face. I am here with you.”

Are you missing the joy?

Is Jesus calling your name today? Is He standing near by waiting for you to look at Him, to run to Him, to grab hold of Him?

Jesus went into the grave beaten. That first Easter morning He burst forth from the grave Victorious!

It was not all for nothing! His life, His work, His death was for a purpose. When all seemed lost, God’s plan went forward. Even sealed boulders and armed guards could not keep Him in the grave. It was NOT finished! The sacrifice was done, the price paid, but Life had just begun.

No matter what grief, no matter what pain, no matter what burdens you have, Jesus gives you Victory. Victory over darkness, victory over despair, victory over sin. Death is turned to life in our lives. Life that will go on forever and ever.

Darkness lifts, the Light is come! Life bursts forth from the grave! Justice is satisfied! Jesus is near by! All I can do is praise Him!

 

“A little while longer and the world will see Me no more, but you will see Me. Because I live, you will live also. At that day you will know that I am in My Father, and you in Me, and I in you.” Mathew 14:19-20

 

 

 

Note: I have paraphrased and dramatized “The Crucifixion” and “The Risen” which are based mostly on Mathew 27:45-66, Mark 16:1 (for which women went to the tomb) Mathew 28:1-10, John 20:1-17 and also from The Story which combines all four gospels.

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Crucifixion

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THE LAMB

“Worthy is the Lamb who was slain, to receive power and riches and wisdom, and strength and honor and glory and blessing!” Rev. 5:12

The day the Lamb of the world died, the noon sun became as dark as night. God’s Son cried out “My God, My God why have you abandoned me?”

It was a long road up to the hill called Place of the Skull. Jesus already had suffered much physical abuse. No longer able to go on, He fell with the heavy cross beam on His back and lay still.

A bystander, Simon from Cyrene, who had just entered the city from the country and had no idea what was going on, was forced by soldiers to carry the condemned Man’s cross.

What a welcome to the city! Crowds of people; some weeping, some running and some yelling insults to this condemned man who looked nearly dead. Simon must have been afraid. What if this man died on the way, would they nail him to the cross instead? Yet, Simon bent to lift the heavy beam off the beaten and bloodied back. It was then Simon gazed into the eyes of Jesus.

He was startled at what he saw there. Instead of the cold, rebellious eyes of a criminal, or the sorrowful, dead eyes of a beaten man, he saw gentle eyes, loving eyes, bright eyes full of compassion and understanding.   Simon didn’t realize he was looking into the face of his Savior, but that one gaze changed his life forever. He was never the same again, but how could you be after an encounter with the Living God.

It’s hard to imagine the pain Jesus endured. Whipped almost to the point of death, hit, kicked and with blood running down his face from the long thorns imbedded in His head, He was laid on the wooden cross and nails were driven through the palms of his hands. Then a large nail was pounded through both his feet together and into the wood. The pain must have been unbearable, yet He suffered in silence.

Once the cross was pulled upright and slammed into the hole, His body weight hanging on His arms caused the air to be cut off. Automatically His legs pushed up to hold the weight on His nailed feet. The pain that screamed through his shoulders and arms was excruciating. His back already beat into hamburger ground against the roughened timber. Blood ran in His eyes, pain shot up His legs from his pierced feet, yet He looked upon the soldiers gambling for His clothing and the people gathered around who were mocking Him. And He had compassion on them.

“Father forgive them!” He cried.   The One flogged, the One spit upon, the One scoffed, the One unjustly accused, the One nailed cruelly to a torture device said, “forgive them, for they do not know what they are doing.”

Two criminals were crucified with Him, One on the left and one on the right. One of them mocked Jesus, saying “If you are truly the Messiah, the Son of God who You claim to be, prove it by saving Yourself and us too!”

But the other criminal rebuked him, saying, “Do you not even have fear of God when you are dying! Unlike you and me who deserve our punishment, this Man has done NOTHING wrong!” He got it! Looking at Jesus, he pleaded, “Lord Jesus, remember me when you come into Your Kingdom.”

Jesus met the gaze of the criminal with love in His eyes, “Today,” He replied, “you will be with Me in paradise.”

If you will but ask, there is nothing Jesus can not forgive. His love for you is beyond understanding.

As Jesus. hung in agony, the people, many of whom a couple of days before had sung praises to Him, now shouted abuse. The religious leaders mocked Him saying, “He saved others but He can not save Himself. So He is the king of Israel, is He? Let him come down from the cross right now and we will believe Him.” Even the Roman soldiers scoffed at Him.

This King of Kings, Almighty God, Prince of Peace, could have, indeed, called ten thousand Angels to set Him free. I’m sure mighty winged warriors were lined up in Heaven, anxiously awaiting the command to destroy those who dared trample the Son of the Living God. To annihilate those who dared to crucify the one true, perfect Lamb on a cruel cross. To wipe out forever those who spat upon and mocked their adored Prince.

One call from those cracked lips and the world and all its inhabitants would have been blown to bits. But this God-Man, Jesus, chose to die, alone, for you and me. Only Love will do that.

They hung Jesus on the cross at 9:00 in the morning. After hanging there for several hours, He managed to raise His weary head and looking through a red haze of sweat and blood saw His mother, her sister, Mary and Mary Magdalene, weeping near the foot of the cross. Tears ran down His mother’s upturned face and her eyes were full of sorrow and grief. Jesus knew there was one more task He needed to complete.

“Dear woman, Mother of Mine,” He cried weakly, but loud enough for them to hear, ” do not be afraid. John will be like a son to you and will look after you.” To the disciple standing beside her he said, “John, from now on, treat her like your mother.”

That’s His nature, to always care for those He loves. “Do not be afraid or discouraged. I will never leave you or forsake you.” He told Joshua long ago. “I am with you always even to the end of the age” He told His disciples just before He disappeared in the clouds.

No matter what we go through, no matter how desperate our situation, Jesus is always with us. Sometimes He delivers us from the trial and sometimes He walks beside us holding us up, helping us over the rough places.

At noon the sun became as dark as night. The wrath of God poured out upon His one and only sinless Son. Jesus who had endured silently to this point cried out, “My God, why have you forsaken Me?”

You see since before the beginning of time, the Father, His Son, and the Spirit had been one, together in perfect harmony always, through all things. Until now. Now they were ripped apart. For the Son had the sins of the world, all of them that you and me and everyone else who ever lived or ever will live, placed on Him. Jesus carried the sins of all man kind and His Father could not stand to be near Him, or even to look at Him.

For a moment in time and we don’t know how long, the Son was forsaken by His Father. Jesus, the perfect Son of God was completely alone in a darkness full of evil. This I believe is what killed Him. Death on the cross is very slow and comes as the victim suffocates when the legs become too weak to hold the body weight. Jesus died after only 6 hours and even Pilate was amazed He was dead so soon.

I think the grief and pain of His loving Father’s abandonment squeezed His heart until it shattered into a million pieces. Jesus, the Prince of Heaven, could not bear being ripped from His Father’s presence where He had been for all time. His human heart could not endure the despair of being plunged into utter darkness and buried beneath the unimaginable weight of the terrible evil of all man kind.

He cried out, “Father, into Your hands I commit my spirit.”

Then that compassionate, merciful, shattered heart ceased to beat.

At that moment, God’s wrath was satisfied. The earth shook violently. The sun turned black the day was a dark as night. Huge rocks split in two. People who had been dead for ages came out of the tombs and walked among the living.

The heavy curtain in the sanctuary of the Temple was torn from top to bottom. Signifying that no longer is there a barrier between man and God. No longer does God burn with wrath for His crown creation because of their bent for evil. No longer is there an inner sanctuary where God dwells that only a priest may enter and plead forgiveness for God’s people.

For now the blood of Christ flows, free. A fountain flowing to wash away the sins of the all man kind. No longer does the presence of God dwell in a temple, but now He will enter into any open heart willing to accept Him.

Now you can fall on your knees at the foot of the cross and lift your tear-stained face to the Savior. Now you can ask forgiveness from the Lamb and His blood flowing from that stained cross will wash you clean.

“If you confess with your mouth that Jesus is Lord and believe in your heart that God raised him from the dead, you will be saved. For it is by believing in your heart that you are made right with God and it is by confessing with your mouth that you are saved.” Romans 10:9-10 NLT

“But God showed His great love for us by sending Christ to die for us while we were still sinners. And since we have been made right in God’s sight by the blood of Christ, He will certainly save us from God’s wrath.” Romans 5:8-9 NLT

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