Hunting Camp, Dudes, and Horses 5

Posted on September 4, 2014 by Wendy Kleker

THE LION PROWLS

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            I hunkered down in the tall grass and put the cow call to my lips. “Yeeow!” The talk of a cow elk sounded in the evening stillness. It was bow season and I was in the rugged Montana Bitterroot mountains with a hunter who was 40 feet up the open slope from me. It seemed that year the bulls were not anxious to fight. Bugling only made them skittish, causing them to sneak away after an answering bugle or two, so the idea was to entice a bull, hopefully a big herd bull, to the new cows on the mountain.

            I made a few more calls, making them sound like different cows and leaned on my pack staying down in the grass. Suddenly, near me, I saw movement in the grass and found myself staring into the eyes of a cat.

            A tawny mountain lion with belly to the ground, stared back. He was only six feet from me and he was in full stalk. At first it didn’t dawn on me that one leap and he would be on me, I only saw the beauty and wonder of one of God’s most awesome creatures. He was the essence of all that is wild, his muscles taught and still, his eyes intense and focused. On me.

            I sat up. He sat up. Curiosity shone in the golden depths of his round eyes. My mind could hardly take in the wonder of being so near to this absolutely wild, yet beautiful creature. Then he tilted his head, the look in his eyes changing to interest. Intense interest. In me. As a possible meal. There was no doubt, I saw it plainly in his eyes.

            I remembered I had no weapon.

            “Mountain lion!” I said in what I thought was a loud voice. There was no sound from up the slope. No grass rustling to indicate the hunter was moving my way, bringing his bow and arrows to my rescue.

            The lion moved not a muscle. His eyes only intensifying all that wild energy. On me. Lying there in the grass sounding like an elk, possibly a calf elk, which would be this cat’s choice prey. Like a t-bone steak, just sitting on the grill.

            So do something.

            Standing up to make myself bigger than the cat, I yelled, “Get out of here!” And waved my arms.

            The young mountain lion did a back flip and bounded away.

            My legs turned to jello. Sitting down, I looked up the slope. Where had my mighty hunter gone with his pointed sticks?

            “Did you see that?” I asked. I heard laughter.

            Laughter? Amazement, even hiding under a bush, I could understand. But laughing?

            “Where were you?” I yelled. Well, maybe said breathlessly.

            “What was that?” He chocked out between chuckles as he crab walked towards me.

            “A mountain lion!” I exclaimed. “You mean you didn’t see it?”

            “No, all I could see was your face,” he collapsed on the ground beside me giving in to another fit of hilarity. I didn’t quite see the humor. “And you should have seen your expression! I knew something amazing was there, but didn’t know if it was the biggest bull you ever saw or what.” And no he hadn’t heard what I thought was a loud voice.

            The light was starting to fade so we decided to give it one more try for an elk. Silly us not to realize any decent elk would be smarter than we were staying away from the vicinity of a prowling mountain lion. Gingerly, I cow talked and waited on the alert. This time having snagged one of the hunter’s arrows which I clasped tightly in my hand.

            After sitting there maybe five minutes, an eerie, spine tingling scream split the evening stillness. Followed by snarls and growls and more hair raising screams. Definitely the sounds of a very put out cat. The heart pounding noise went on for several minutes and the hunter watched an angry mountain lion stalk across the open hillside above him with it’s tail whipping from side to side.

 

“The thief comes in order to steal and kill and destroy, but I have come that you may have life and have it to the full.” John 10:10

 

            Satan, our enemy is always on the prowl. Surely he knows he can not steal our salvation. Never can he pluck us from the Savior’s hand. We are God’s child, sealed forever for redemption. Nothing on earth nor any power of hell can separate us from the love of God. Yet the thief, our enemy, comes only for the purpose to steal to kill and to destroy. Why does he do that?

            First of all he hates God and he hates those who follow God, he’s out to get us in any way he can. Anything that brings glory to God, Satan will try to destroy. He steals our joy, robs our peace and strives to destroy and smash our faith. He wants us down, depressed, discouraged, afraid, angry and defeated.

            If we are God’s child Satan can not alter our minds or touch us- without God’s permission, but he can try to deceive us anyway possible. And he does. He buries us in guilt and suffocates us with shame. Like sheets of rain pouring down, he pounds doubt upon us, until our feeble faith is flooded with fear and despair.

            Satan will do anything to keep us from glorifying God with our lives. Lies will come in all forms, in half truths, in whispered thoughts, in well meaning advice, in TV, the internet, books, and the media. When we are deceived and defeated we do not glorify God. Folks look at us and see little difference from those who do not follow Jesus.

            Satan wants our works to be wheat, straw and stubble that will burn up in the difficulties of life. They will show for nothing in the scope of eternity. He does not want our lives to be silver, gold and bronze which do not burn, which will stand firm and strong in the fiery trials and will glorify God.

            The Bible says, “the devil prowls around like a roaring lion looking for someone to devour. Withstand him.”

            Like the mountain lion prowling after the elk, we know our enemy comes only to rob, kill and destroy the abundant life Jesus gives us. Also we know that he is like a very hungry lion seeking to devour our lives. So how do we withstand him?

            The answer is in 1 Peter 5:6-9 Amplified. “Humble yourselves (demote, lower yourselves in your own estimation) under the mighty hand of God. Casting the whole of your care (all your anxieties, all your worries, all your concerns, once and for all) on Him, for He cares for you affectionately and cares about you watchfully.

            Be well balanced (temperate, sober of mind), be vigilant and cautious at all times for the enemy of yours, the devil roams around like a lion roaring (in fierce hunger) seeking someone to seize upon and devour. Withstand him, be firm in the faith (against his onset–rooted established, strong, immovable and determined) knowing that the same sufferings are appointed to your brothers throughout the world.”

            First we need to put ourselves under God’s authority, make Him boss of our lives. Be willing to live our lives following His way. If we aren’t living the way God wants us to, if we are letting sin have control, then Satan already has a foothold and a way into our lives. We must stand on the firm foundation of Jesus Christ and His truth.

            Then at all times and especially when things get tough we need to cast our cares on Him. Give our worries into His hands. “Casting your WHOLE care on Him”. Everything, not just some things, not just the big things, but the little things and the everyday things. Every care, every fear, every worry, even if it seems impossible.

            We need to stop striving with our problems, instead give our troubles to the One Who Moves Mountains. Stop trying to figure it out when we can’t, even if it seems that’s what we need to do. Our minds tend to go down every trail, think every angle, wonder around every corner and boy can Satan run with that! The things he can put into our imaginations, all the what if’s and could be’s and probable’s. Talk about peace robbers and joy smashers! So give it to Him instead. And leave it in His mighty hands. Once and for all.

            Just as the calf elk sleeps peacefully, trusting his mama will watch and protect him, even when the lion prowls, we need to trust God.

            Here comes the hard part, the part that requires work.

            Be well balanced. Easy. Right? Self controlled is what the NIV says. Temperate, using good judgment, controlling ones emotions such as anger. Oh boy a hard one for me. Also other devastating emotions, such as attraction, lust, greed, jealousy, pride, fear and so on. Be alert, sober minded, vigilant, on the lookout for the enemy, this is war folks!

            What about grumbling and complaining? Another hard one in my world. Grumbling and complaining strangles the life out of joy. A negative attitude kills contentment. Immediately!   Don’t worry I do it plenty on my own, I don’t need Satan’s help on this one, but Satan would love to have us complaining and negative instead of praising and thanking God. Thanksgiving is the weapon for this one.

            Be cautious at all times. Whoa, that’s a good one nowadays when anything that feels good goes. Just because it looks good, seems good, or feels good doesn’t mean it is good in God’s eyes. We must remember Satan is the father of deception. He is prowling all the time looking for someone to devour, to kill to destroy. He may not be able to snatch us from our Savior’s hand, but he can destroy our lives, he can kill our testimonies, and he certainly can rob our abundant life.

            Just like that lion seeking an opportunity when the calf wonders away from it’s mama, Satan waits for us to step away from our Protector’s side so he can pounce.

          So withstand him! This is war! He is our enemy! Fight! Stand firm! No retreat! No surrender! No giving in! No giving up ground gained!

            Test everything with the word of God, sift all things with prayer, be filled with the Spirit and sensitive to His prompting.

            Trust God through all things. Trust and confidence in the Most High is our strength. Be rooted in Him. Be established. Be strong. Be immovable. Like a tree planted by the water, roots deep, we will not be moved. Be determined.

            “Come near to God and He will come near to you. Wash your hand you sinners and purify your hearts you double minded.” James 4:8 (NIV)

            Stay close to God where Satan is NOT. Walk His path always. Make sure there is no sin between you and your Father so Satan can not wedge between you. Know Him. Love Him. Listen for His voice. Follow Him.

            Do I want to give Satan the victory? No! I will not be deceived by my enemy. I will not give into the wiles of the devil.   I will lean on my Savior! I will let Him fight my battles! He is my Deliverer!   He has the Victory!

            “Resist the Devil and he will flee from you.” James 4:7

            Stand firm! Fight! Use your hooves, the truth, the blood of Jesus, whatever you have, but fight! Resist! At all costs! Your abundant life depends on it! Possibly your very life.

            I love this.

            “The sheep that are My own, hear and are listening to My voice. I know them, and they follow Me. And I give them eternal life, and they shall never lose it or perish throughout the ages. And no one is able to snatch them out of My hand.” John 10:27-28 (Amp.)

  

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ABUNDANT LIVING 3

Posted on June 3, 2014 by Wendy Kleker

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Running

Running


LET BE
“Why are you in despair, oh my soul? And why are you disturbed within me?” Ps. 42:11 amp
Exactly how I feel.

“Why, God, do I feel so down?”

Cast down is how the NKJ puts it, or downcast as the NIV says. These all describe how I’m feeling this morning. Disturbed inside, anxious and a bit worried.

Yes worried. Fretting. What-if’s fill my mind and I am striving to get everything done. Household chores, mowing, yard work; I must get it all done before I leave for Billings to pick up the kids. Yet it rains, grass is too wet for mowing or trimming. I’m out of gas. I feel run down from a cold. Frustrations.

Where is my peace? What about those seeds of hope I planted? Where are the blooms of joy?

Seeds are planted but it takes the heat of the sun, moisture, the nutrients of the soil and time for them to germinate and grow. My thanksgiving planted the seeds of hope. Praise and continued thanks gives heat. Pouring my heart out to God, telling Him my troubles and my tears brings the water. Focusing on God’s presence, basking in His light, reading His words provides nutrition.

Sometimes it takes time for the seeds to germinate. If my heart is heavy and sad, if I’ve had a loss and am grieving, I need to wait.

“Rest in the Lord and wait patiently for Him.” Ps. 37:7

Rest, lean, depend. The amplified says “Be still and rest in the Lord. Wait for Him and patiently, lean yourself upon Him.” I love that! Lean yourself, your whole self, all your problems, all your anxieties, all your hurts, all your joys everything, completely upon Him.

Before that is says, “Commit your way to the Lord. (roll and repose each care of your load on Him) Trust (lean on, rely on, and be confident) in Him and He will bring it to pass.” v. 5 Oh this is good. Repose, “The act of resting or the state of being at rest. To lay, place, as the king reposes all his confidence in the prime minister”.

Do you see the picture? Jesus standing tall and strong, with arms wide open, saying, “Come to Me when you are weary and have a heavy load. Lay each care on Me, be confident that I can handle it. Lean yourself totally on Me, I will give you rest.”

All I have to do is lean on Him. Take my heavy load, my sack of worry, my pack of anxiety, my bucket of tears and place them at His feet. Then leaning heavily against His side, I look into His glorious, loving face.

He will take care of it. Whatever needs to be done, He’ll do it.

That’s what I have not been doing. I tried to give thanks, I praised Him, but the peace did not come. I’m trying to figure it out myself, instead of giving it to God. Instead of focusing on my God, I’m focusing on what needs to be done, on what could go wrong and on what might happen in the future. I’m trying to do it all and get everything in order. Have all my ducks in a line, you might say. And all the cute little ducklings are running all over the place, just having the time of their lives. But not doing what I think they should be doing.

“Let it be.” Comes a whisper in my soul.

“Hope in God!

“For I shall yet praise Him.” Ps. 42:11

Somewhere, sometime, the seeds of hope will germinate. I will feel the thanksgiving, see the blooms of joy. It takes time to germinate.

In the mean time, I need to lean on Jesus, to pour my heart out to Him. I run to His side. I give Him all my worries. I trust (lean on, rely on, be confident) in the Lord.

I hope, I trust in my God. And I praise Him.

I see now the rain is God’s way of stopping me. Of giving me the opportunity to rest, to read, to refuel. The cold has even slowed me down. See, when I’m hurting I have a tendency of running, keeping busy to keep my mind off my heart pain.

Today God said, “Just let it be. Be still. Recognize who I am. For I am your refuge, your High Tower, your Stronghold. Come to Me.”

The mowing does not have to be done, the laundry will be there next week, everything will work out, it always does, the problems I foresee in the future probably won’t actually be there. It’s a choice I have every minute of every day. Do I stand straining, and struggling under the heavy load? Or do I drop it at the feet of Jesus?

I run to my High Tower. A place where I can lean heavily against my Savior’s side and let be. And find rest.

“Let be and be still. Know (recognize understand) I am God.
I will be exalted among the nations. I will be exalted in the earth.
The Lord of hosts is with us the God of Jacob is our refuge (our High Tower and Stronghold.)” Ps. 46:10-11 amp

High Tower

High Tower


Refuge

Refuge


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ABUNDANT LIVING 2

Posted on May 27, 2014 by Wendy Kleker

Seeds of hope

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Garden of hope

Garden of hope

SEEDS OF HOPE

“I will praise you, O Lord, with my whole heart. I will show forth, recount and tell aloud, all your marvelous works and wonderful deeds.” Ps. 9:1 Amp.

Seeds of hope even when I see nothing green. Even though the seeds are small, dry, hard, I hope for grand things. I envision green plants, huge and prolific with ripe fruit of tomatoes, peppers, corn, hanging on the vine. I can taste it.

My hand sprinkles the seeds in the soil and tosses dirt to cover them. The soil keeps the seeds safe from the birds and cold. I trust the sun and the rain to nourish and grow my seeds of springtime hope.

Sowing seeds of hope. Thanksgiving. Every day, all the time, in everything. Isn’t that what thanksgiving is? Seeds of hope? Especially when I don’t see a green thing. Nothing good in a situation. Dry, dusty soil. Pain at every turn. Thanksgiving then is pure hope.

Maybe it’s not a great catastrophe, but I wake up feeling sore from riding, a headache from too much sun. Or maybe the heat in the afternoon is humid and stifling and I must work till sweat is running and dirt sticks. Even though the sun is shinning, the world looks gray today. Ever been there?

Not a green thing in sight. No bright flowers blooming. So what do I do? Grumble? Complain? Growl? Most likely.

What if instead, I sowed some seeds? Seeds of hope. What if I thanked God? Thanked Him for the gorgeous morning after the storm, the great rain last night, the fantastic show of lights in last night’s storm. It was amazing! Continuous lightening like a million flashbulbs going off in the dark clouds. Wild, stupendous, wondrous! Definitely a God show.

I have tons of things to be thankful for and as my mind fills with these—a wonderful ride yesterday, a great friend, a good horse, gorgeous country—I forget about the sore muscles, the heat and even the headache.

I see the wonder and the gifts. The joy my grumbling stomps under, bubbles to the surface. I see the wonderful creation and an even more amazing Creator. I see, I know, I feel the love of the High King of Heaven and earth in my soul.

I see sprouts. With watering of praise and sprinkles of prayer and nourishment of trust in the King of Kings to handle all my cares, I see plants flourishing.

Green, vibrant plants of peace. Alive, delicious fruits of joy. Hope blooming with vibrant flowers. All from tiny seeds.
Thanksgiving.
Seeds of hope.

“I will rejoice in You and be in high spirits! I will sing praise to Your name, O Most High!” Ps. 9:2 Amp.

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Last year’s garden


Hoped for Garden
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Blooms

Blooms


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Ride in the badlands

Ride in the badlands

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Abundant Living 1

Posted on May 19, 2014 by Wendy Kleker

Just Starlings

Just Starlings


Sacrifice of Thanksgiving

“The thief does not come except to steal, kill and destroy. I have come that you might have life and that you may have it more abundantly.” John 10:10

I have learned, I think, about the sacrifice of thanksgiving. About giving thanks when I feel least thankful. When I have every reason to NOT feel thankful.

It could be the world is crashing around me, pain rips my heart, my knees buckle, I can barely breath from the grief that grips my soul. Or maybe life is hard at the moment, full of physical pain, exhaustion rules my body, dragging my feet when I want so much to feel the vigor of youth. It might be the loss of a dream, or a job, or a loved pet. Whatever the situation I know I have every right to not be thankful.

Yet in the worst of times, I have learned to whisper, “Thank You Jesus.” I know the peace it brings, the comfort to my hurting heart. I know the strength in my spirit and the contentment even though the circumstances are bleak. I know the supernatural joy that come when I give Jesus my sacrifice of Praise.

Thanking Him in the best of times is easy, that I learned a long time ago. Now, I am reading that thanksgiving is the key to living victoriously. Yes, when life is hard and when life is super good, but what about every day? Every minute, giving thanks in the small frustrations of daily chores? How about when I’m grumpy or in a tizzy because I’m rushed and I hate to be rushed?

Tonight I am doing dishes. I hate doing dishes. I have no dishwasher, don’t want a dish washer then I would have to fill it and empty it. So I do dishes every day. Not my favorite chore so I leave them until it’s almost time for supper, almost time for John to be home. So now, I’m in a rush, which I hate, doing the thing I like least to do.

I grouse. I grumble. I complain. I throw things around. Something spills, or breaks, and I’m madder yet. OR is that more mad. Angry is the word. My blood pressure surely goes up along with my voice. My dogs hide. I slam things.

Suddenly in mid-slam, I stop. Wait a minute!

At this moment, at this time, I’m not living a very abundant life.

Sure, I was awhile ago when walking up on my hills. I was thanking God and praising His name, but right now, as I’m stomping and grumping and sling dishes around, I’m not living a fulfilled life.

“The thief comes to steal—” yeah, you betcha, steal my joy!
“and to kill—” sure, kill my contentment.
“and to destroy—” yep, that’s right, destroy my peace.

“The enemy has you right where he wants you.”

I think about that. Oh yeah, Satan wants me fuming and mad, stomping and yelling. Surely NOT looking at Jesus, and absolutely NOT walking close by His side, and for sure NOT thanking Him.

Do I want to be there? Where Satan wants me to be? Absolutely NOT!

I just read in Ann Voskamp’s book “One Thousand Gifts” that “thanksgiving is necessary to live the well, whole, fullest life.” Didn’t I already know that? Isn’t that what I was doing when on my walk, sitting on top of that hill thanking and praising Him?

“Sure, but that’s not what you are doing now.”

So I’m supposed to thank You now when I’m doing dishes?

“Especially now.”

I am still for a long time.

Can I thank Him now when I’m grumpy and out of sorts? Do I want to thank Him now? No!

“A sacrifice of thanksgiving.”

So—not just when tragedy strikes and hardships come, am I to give that sacrifice. Not just when I’m doing what I enjoy, like walking on my hills, am I to thank Him, but in the every day drudgery. When I’m doing chores, I really don’t want to be doing, when I’m cranky, grumpy and angry, especially when I’m angry.

Okay, I don’t feel like it, but I’ll do it. I look out the window and see a bunch of black birds hoping around on the freshly mowed grass.
“Thank You Jesus for the birds They’re just starlings, but the inky black against the green grass is pretty. They’re just starlings, but they’re Your creation and You care where they make their nests and when one falls, You know. I’m just a grumpy woman washing dirty dishes.

Thank You for caring for me more.

Thank You the birds are here and it’s finally spring. Thank You the grass is so fantastically green. Thank You I mowed today. Thank You the sun was shinning. Thank You it was cool and breezy not hot.”

Once started my words snowball. Thanksgiving pours from my mouth. And my soul. My eyes taking in the wonders of the world outside my window. Thanksgiving washing my heart as my hands wash the hated dishes.

I wash the last fork, amazed the dishes are done. Gone is the rushed feeling, the grumpiness, peace floods my soul once again.

My eyes raise to the sky. Sun rays bursting out, slicing through the dark clouds. Dazzling light blinding my eyes. Brilliant sun shinning through sheer clouds. Light shining forth in darkness. Like my heart where once again joy reigns.
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Jesus says, “I came to give you life, not just life, but life in abundance, to the full, joy overflowing, victorious life, laced with peace, every day, every minute, in every circumstance.”

Abundant life through thanksgiving, even in the little things.

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HOPE VISITED

Posted on April 17, 2014 by Wendy Kleker

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THE DAY HOPE DIES
The day grows dark. The sun is hidden. The earth trembles. Satan laughs. All of Heaven cries. A few grieve at the foot of a crude cross. A mother lies sobbing in the dirt. The Prince of Peace, the King of Heaven, the very Son of God hangs in agony on the cross. The Father has forsaken His Son.
Jesus lifts His bloody head, “It is done” He whispers. “Into thy hands, Father, I come.”
The ground heaves. The sky is dark. The wind rages. The dead are awakened. Satan pumps his fist! The temple curtain, separating man from God is torn in two. The angels weep. A mother wails at the foot of the cross where her Son’s body hangs limp.
It is done! The Bright Morning Star is dead! The Light of the universe is snuffed out. All hope has fled. Hope is gone. Hope lies dead in a tomb closed by a sealed rock.

“My soul waits silently for God alone For my expectation is from Him. He only is my Rock and my Salvation. He is my Defense. I shall not be moved.” Ps. 62:5-6

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The Light comes


THE DAWN OF HOPE
In the stillness of the dawn, the dew drips quietly off the plants. The leaves tremble slightly as the sky brightens. Nothing else moves, there is not even a bird song to welcome this dawn of the ages.
Suddenly a grating sound breaks the quietness. The great stone sealing the tomb of Jesus jerks. With a great rumble, it begins to slowly roll away. The soldiers sitting near by spring to their feet and stare with mouths open as the huge rock rolls to the side revealing the black opening of the tomb.
Bright light streams from inside the cave. A form fills the opening. Blinding light surrounds the form in a flowing robe. The very form of the man who had been laid in the tomb three days before now stands in glimmering brightness, hands raised to the sky.
The soldiers drop in a dead faint. Just as the sun breaks over the edge of the earth, the Light of the World steps forward. Jesus the Son of God, IS RISEN! Hope lives!

“In God is my salvation and my glory. The Rock of my strength and refuge is in God.
Trust in Him at all times, you people. Pour out your heart before Him. God is a refuge for us.” Ps. 62:7-8
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HOPE VISITED
My Hope looks like the rising Son, brilliant light blazing across the dark sky of my soul. My Hope is leaning on Him alone, no other resources, no other person, no world wide web, no cell phone, nothing but the Rock of my salvation.
The High King of Heaven is my Defense, He is my expectation, He only is my Hope.
My Hope is a Rock. He is my refuge, a strong tower. My Hope is a world wide power, a universe wide strength. Instead of “googling”, I pour my heart out to the One who knows all things and controls all things. The One who created all things is my fortress. The One who holds the stars in place holds me in His arms.
He is the High King, the Prince of Heaven, the Ruler of All. The High Power is my Refuge and my Defense.
My Hope walks away from the tomb of death. My Hope knocks down the evil one. My Hope raises his hands to the sky and cries, “Victory!”
In Christ alone! He is my hope, nothing more, nothing less! In Christ alone I stand!
“On Christ the solid rock I stand. All other ground is sinking sand. All other ground is sinking sand.”

“God is my Refuge and strength. An ever-present help in trouble.
Therefore I will not fear, even though the earth be removed and though the mountains be carried into the midst of the sea. Though the waters roar and are troubled, though the mountains shake with its swelling.
God is in the midst of her, she shall not be moved. God shall help her just at the break of dawn.
Be still and know I am God. The Lord of all is with us! The God of Jacob is our Refuge!” Ps. 46:1-3, 5, 10, 11

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Hunting Camp, Dudes and Horses 4

Posted on March 14, 2014 by Wendy Kleker

Stephen on Rocket at home

Stephen on Rocket at home


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My son, riding on his favorite horse Rocket, was first in line going up the trail to our hunting camp.
“Just let Rocket go, he knows the way.” I called as we started up the familiar trail. Behind Stephen was his buddy, Jeremy riding Blue, then came a friend of ours, *Kevin. I was on Sunny, leading a couple of pack horses. We were short one horse, so John had elected to walk with another hunter, *Tim who preferred not to ride. (*names are changed)

I was excited. Stephen and Jeremy were coming into camp to hunt for the weekend. How fun was that! A whole weekend to show my son the wonders of our hunting area, the joys of hunting camp, and hopefully an elk or deer along the way.

I watched Stephen ride up the trail; he sat sure and confident on the quick stepping Rocket. He had a natural seat, for not having ridden a lot, he rode very well. Since we had acquired the Morgan spitfire, Rocket, who lived up to his name, Stephen had been riding a lot more, bringing out Jeremy and other friends and putting them on our other horses, even though they had little experience at riding. They rode and raced all over our ridge at home. This was his first experience riding mountain trails and going to hunting camp.

“When we get to camp, I’ll have ridden 36 miles today,” I called to the guys ahead of me.

Stephen twisted in the saddle so he could look back, “Oh wow! Why that far? I thought camp was only 9 miles.”

“We made another trip today when we brought out the Smiths, then took a load of hay back in. Don’t worry it is only 9 miles, we should be there before dark.”

We rode into camp in twilight, unsaddled horses, watered them, tied them to high lines, fed hay and grain, then I lit the lanterns and the guys carried their gear into the hunter’s tent just as John and Tim arrived to help unload the panyards.

I had a quick meal planned of hamburgers grilled over the fire, so I asked Stephen to get a fire going, which he did quickly and proficiently, having practiced many times when we were camping or hunting. I prepared the rest of the simple meal, baked beans, fried potatoes, canned green beans, while the guys relaxed around the fire on stumps or the ground and John grilled burgers on a grate over the fire.

I believe the boys did the dishes, then there was more visiting and joking around the fire since the November night was balmy. Everyone was anticipating the next day’s hunt.

Honestly, I can’t remember what the hunting plans were exactly. Usually I stayed in camp while John took hunters out, unless I was guiding, but this was different. These were my boys! I’m sure, before dawn, we rode up the canyon to the fork, where it became two canyons, and left the horses, then John took two guys up one fork and I took two up another. Maybe Jeremy can help me on this, but I’m thinking John took the boys. But I do know that no one shot game.

When we met back at the fork and ate some lunch, it was decided that I should take the horses back and the guys would split up and hunt back to camp. Two on one side of the creek and three on the other, it was easy, follow the creek to camp.

About dusk as I was putting the finishing touches on dinner, John, Stephen and Jeremy trudged into camp. Soon after Tim showed up looking tired but happy. No legal game was spotted although Stephen and Jeremy had seen a monster moose, making their day.

Expecting Kevin to come soon, we waited supper. However, after awhile when he didn’t show up, the hungry crew dug in. John hung a lantern on a tree near the creek so Kevin could see it from the other side, where Tim said he last saw him. We finished eating and I started dishes, still no Kevin. We were beginning to get concerned.

It seemed it would be hard to get lost in the narrow canyon with the creek running by camp, but in the dark things can be very confusing. John yelled and shot a gun. We heard no answer. They built up the outside fire and yelled and shot some more.

“Okay,” I said a couple hours after dark, “I think it’s time to put Gabe on the trail.” Gabe was my bloodhound, a trained search dog. “The problem is we have to find the last place where you know he was. Can you find where you split up, Tim?”

Tim thought he could back track through the timber and find it, but in the dark with no snow, it would be tough. The night was chilly so we dressed to be out all night. John would stay in camp in case Kevin came back and would shoot twice in the air, so we would know. If we found him and needed horses we would shoot and head for the main trail.

Tim gave me a t-shirt Kevin had worn the day before and I put it in a plastic bag inside my backpack. Gabe wore the tracking harness, but I snapped the long lead to his collar. I would not snap it to the harness until the search was started, that was one of his cues to start tracking. He looked at me with big brown eyes, funny quirky Gabe, suddenly very serious and intent. He knew he was going to work.

Tim led us, winding through the trees awhile, and then walked to the creek, “I’m sure I crossed on this log, it wasn’t too far on the other side that we decided to split up. He wanted to stay closer to the canyon side, maybe go a bit up on it so he could see a ways down stream.” So we crossed the creek on the log, Gabe a bit wobbly but making it, then we walked up stream for a bit.

Flashing the light around, Tim stopped, “I’m not sure exactly where we separated,” he said, “but he was with me here, at this stump. I remember we sat down for awhile, then we decided to split, but we walked together for a short ways.”

“Okay, this will do,” Opening my backpack, I pulled out the t-shirt, “just come over here, Tim so Gabe can get a good whiff of you, so he won’t follow your scent.”

Tim rubbed Gabe’s ears as the big hound sniffed him. Then I held the t-shirt in front of Gabe and said, “smell”. The hound buried his nose in it, then flipped his long ears and whirled around. He was ready.

I snapped the long line onto his harness and said, “Go find”. Gabe’s head went down, his nose to the ground and he snuffled loudly from side to side. He smelled the stump all over, and then circled around a couple of times. Soon he straightened out and after a few steps, he shook all over. “Ok, Mom, I’ve got it!” was what he was saying.

Head down, nose skimming the ground, he zigzagged slightly to catch the edges of the scent path. The scent was fairly fresh so he moved at a good pace, pulling me along by the leash, Tim and the boys following. Suddenly he stopped, moved back and forth, then circled back. He had lost the trail, but it took only a minute or so to find where the turn had been made, then he lined out again. I knew that must have been where the two men split.

We were only on the trail for a little while when we heard the gun shots. Two of them, Kevin had made his way back to camp. Sure enough after we splashed across the ice cold creek, Gabe suddenly took off running right into the tent.

When I ducked under the flap, I saw Gabe leaning against Kevin, wagging his tail wildly, mouth open in a big grin he looked at me as if to say, “the lost is found, Mom!”

NEVER FORSAKEN
“Rejoice with me, for I have found my sheep, which was lost!
I say to you that likewise there will be more joy in heaven over one sinner who repents than over ninety-nine just persons who need no repentance.” Luke 15:6-7

Lost maybe but never forsaken. Jesus the Good Shepherd finds His lost sheep. Always. Even when those sheep wonder astray, even when they leave the shepherd’s fold and His care. Jesus will find them and rescue them, but never will He forsake them. Sometimes He has to carry them Home to Heaven, but they are not forsaken, they are not forgotten, they are found. They are rescued.

Stephen, my son, got lost in life. Somehow, he wondered off God’s path. He knew he was on the wrong trail, he knew he needed to come back to God’s way. And he tried, but somehow that downhill trail winding to the valley floor seemed far better than the uphill climb to God’s side. The song of a flowing stream and the allure of cool shade pulled him downward. So he spiraled down hill until he became entangled in the brambles.

I believe Stephen called his Savior’s name, that night two years ago. Jesus, the Shepherd, went searching for His lost sheep. Jesus did not forsake my son! The loving Shepherd wrapped his arms around Stephen and lifted him from the thorns. For some reason unknown to us here on earth, the Mighty Prince of Heaven carried my son Home.

It matters not why or what, it only matters that Stephen, though he may have been lost, is now found. He was never forsaken.

Two years to Stephen is not even a drop in Eternity. Right now, he runs in those green pastures of Heaven and walks beside the still, peaceful waters. He lives and breathes in a land where there is no more trouble, no trials or pain, surrounded by many loved ones, ever close to the Shepherds side. He is loved. He is free. He is perfect.

Are you lost? Caught in brambles, with no way out? Maybe you don’t know Jesus. Call on His name right now, ask Him to be your Savior, to forgive your sins, to lift you from the brambles and help you find your way on His path.

Maybe you know Jesus but you have lost your way. Like Stephen, you have taken the downhill path. Are you trapped by the thorns? Lost in the darkness? Cry out to your Shepherd. He will hear you. He always comes. He will lift you from the thickets and set you on your feet and help you climb.

Jesus never forsakes his own. Though we walk in the midst of trouble, He will revive us. He will stretch out His hand against that which holds us, fear, anger, bitterness, worry, sin. His right hand will save us. He perfects our lives. He knows us. His love endures forever! We are never forsaken. (from Ps. 138:3, 7, 8)

“The Lord also will be a refuge for the oppressed, a refuge in times of trouble. And those who know Your name will put their trust in You. For You Lord have not forsaken those who seek You.” Ps. 9:1-10
Read Luke 15:1-10

Hunter's tent with fire outside

Hunter’s tent with fire outside


Gabe and little Happy (now 12) in Trego

Gabe and little Happy (now 12) in Trego


Stephen's first "good" buck. John is helping drag it out

Stephen’s first “good” buck. John is helping drag it out


Packing out Stephen's buck on Rocket. I'm riding Sunny

Packing out Stephen’s buck on Rocket. I’m riding Sunny

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TROUBLE ON THE TRAIL 2

Posted on February 19, 2014 by Wendy Kleker

Upper Cache Creek

Upper Cache Creek


TROUBLE ON THE TRAIL 2
Breaking Out
Tents were set up, numerous trips in and out from base camp packing hay, gear and food had been made uneventfully, the guest tent was ready, and the kitchen organized for efficiency. The only thing left to do before we rode down the next day to meet our first guests was to put up a horse corral.

We had gotten the idea from another outfitter and it sounded like a good one. You use light weight, very strong airplane cable and string it around trees in a circle to make a corral. Simple. Seemed a better idea than the highlines, which were ropes tied high between two trees with the horses tied to them.

One night a few days earlier, I was woke up by thumping on the hard ground from the horse quarters. Taking a flashlight and grabbing a coat I slipped my feet into boots and went out to investigate. It was pitch black under the trees and without the light I could see nothing. There was silence as I neared the horses, all I heard was labored breathing.

Talking softly, I shone the light around the area. Big eyes shone at me in the darkness. Eyes that were up high, too high to be a horse. Lion! My heart stopped! But if it was a lion it was endangering my horses, so I stepped forward, still talking, but now with a bit more authority.

Something was wrong, no sign of the horses being panicked as they should if a lion was after them. I could only hear the harsh breathing. My thought was the lion had one of the horses. But how did it get a 1,000 pound horse up a tree? I kept my light trained on the eyes, which were big, huge, not like a lion’s should be. Then I made out a head. Long, big ears pointing forward, white diamond on the wide forehead. Sunny!

“How did you get up there!” I cried, then swung the light down, there stood Rocket, who was half the weight of the big 16 hand gelding, with Sunny’s front legs over his back. Aww, no lion! What a relief!

Rocket groaned under the great weight and his breathing was loud in the still night. Why didn’t he move out from under Sunny? As I stepped up beside Rocket I saw the rope around his neck. Sunny’s lead rope circled it and was pulling tight making it difficult for Rocket to breath. My heart began pounding again! If Sunny should jump off of him and pull on the lead, Rocket would be strangled. What to do? Should I get John? I did not want to leave the horses that long. I knew Rocket would collapse any time, or Sunny would jump off. I had to act right now.

With my heart in my throat and prayers in my heart, I talked quietly to Sunny, “Easy boy, that’s my Sunshine, easy, easy. Stand.” I reached slowly up to the highline and grabbed the end of the quick release knot we tied and gently pulled on the taunt rope. The knot would not come undone it had been pulled too tight.

Okay another plan. Moving slowly and talking all the time, I reached up to Sunny’s halter, stretching on tip toes, “Come on Sunny put your head down, now, come on Sunshine.” He lowered his head and I grabbed the lead rope hook. Pulling his head down just a little bit lower, I was able to slip the hook off his halter.

Letting out a sigh, I unwound the rope from Rocket’s neck and led him slowly forward. With a heave, Sunny swiveled off Rocket. Both horses were unhurt, thanks to the Lord who watches over us all.

After that close call, the corral seemed a good idea, even though we made sure to tie the horses far enough apart they could not reach each other. So late afternoon found John and I constructing said corral. Just before dark we put all six horses in it and they were happy to have the freedom to move around the small enclosure.

In the middle of the night, I heard thunder. Wait a minute, thunder in November? I sat up, the thunder got closer, the ground shook. Suddenly I knew.

“The horses!” I yelled and jumped up from our mats on our sleeping tent floor and scrambled for my boots. “John, the horses are loose!”

“What?” he mumbled, not one to wake up fast or jump out of bed quickly.

Grabbing my flash light, I unzipped the tent flap, as I yelled over my shoulder, “horses loose!”

The dogs ran out of the tent with me as the thunder rolled by. Gabe, the bloodhound bayed and I yelled. “Whoa!” And whistled again and again.
John stood beside me and we listened to hoof beats thundering down the trail, for a long time. Then silence.

“Guess they’re not coming back,” John said, and I headed for the corral. “Where’re you going?” he asked.

“To see if they all left.”

“Oh,” John said, “they all left, count on it.”

Sure enough the next morning we surveyed the empty corral and saw the airplane cable lying on the ground. John shook his head, “Sure was a good idea. If it would’ve worked. Shoulda kept at least one horse tied up.”

“What are we going to do?” I wailed. Today was the day we were supposed to meet our guests, who were friends, and were driving to our base camp. Friends or not, this first time out I wanted the accommodations, the food and their hunting experience, which included riding, to be perfect.

We walk,” John calmly said as he turned back to the tent, “but first we eat breakfast.”

“But John, how are we going to get everyone back into camp with two saddles at camp?” I asked as we trudged down the trail, with lead ropes looped over our shoulders.

“We’ll go to plan B.”

“Which is?” I asked his back.

“Hmmm, I’ll come up with something.”

“They’ve probably gotten into the hay stack and eaten most of it.” I said, always the pessimist. “What are we going to do for hay later?

“IF they get into the hay, which they may not, we’ll just go to plan C.” Always the optimist is John.
Nine miles later, we trudged tiredly into base camp. And looked around. No horses anywhere. The hay bales were still stacked neatly with a blue tarp over them.

“Must’ve headed for home,” John said. “least they didn’t get into the hay.”
While he got the pickup, I looked for tracks and sure enough saw horse tracks heading down the road. Loading the dogs in the back of the pickup we headed out.

“Yep, Rocket probably herded them all towards home. Wonder how far they think they can get.” I said, home was many miles away with fences, an interstate and a big river in the way. We drove 8 miles or so, when we saw them feeding in a grassy meadow not far from the road. Grabbing grain pans and lead ropes we caught them up and I waited there with the horses safely tied while John went for the trailer.

I had it all figured out, we would have enough time to get back to base camp, get something to eat, have the horses saddled and ready when the guests arrived. Not too much lost. We should get back to camp in time for me to whip up the wonderful supper I had planned.

We were just getting ready to load the horses, when John spotted a flat tire on the trailer. The spare tire and jack were back at base camp, so back went the horse to the trees. John unhooked the trailer and once again I sat waiting with the dogs. At least I was getting some rest.

Before we could get the tire fixed, our guests came along. Oh bother! So much for my well laid plans. So much for everything being perfect. They pitched in to fix the tire and get the horses loaded, then later at base camp we all ate a late lunch.

“Plan B, is,” John said during lunch, “I’ll walk in leading the pack horses with the gear, there’s enough saddles for you three to ride.”

Slightly short of perfect, but it would work and I was glad I didn’t have to walk the nine miles back up that mountain.

Breaking Free
Lamentations 3:2-3, 8-9
“He has led me in darkness and made me walk in darkness and not in light. Surely He has turned His hand against me time and time again through out the day.
Even when I cry and shout He shuts out my prayer. He has blocked my ways with hewn stone. He has made my paths crooked.”

Surely we have all been in a situation when it seems God is far away. Where darkness shuts us in, where there is no light. When it seems things are so bad, the path so steep and rocky that God could not possibly be in this thing. Times when one thing after another goes wrong. Dark times, heavy times, grief ridden times. Or just plain difficult times.

Jeremiah was having such a time. He laments, “Like a bear lying in wait, or like a lion in hiding, He dragged me from the path and mangled me and left me without help.” (v 10-11) Maybe we can identify with the prophet, maybe we’ve been where it seems God would not trod. In fact it may seem He is against us, and has left us without help.

I know I have. I’ve had the lion of terrible trouble spring on my back without warning. The darkness closed in, the horror of losing my son was almost too much to bear. I was knocked flat, mauled and mangled until my life was left in tatters.

Yet I knew because of the former experience of losing my husband, I knew that God had not forsaken me. That He was there right beside me in the darkness holding my hand, arms wrapped around me, holding me, supporting me, loving me. I remembered, like Jeremiah, that His love is new every morning. His love never goes away, never gets old, never fails. It is renewed every single day! Even the black stormy days.

He is my portion. He is all I need to get through the storm. But not just to get through, to have joy and peace and contentment as I trust in Him. He is in control. He knows when the horses break out, when the sun stops shinning, when the path gets so steep I can not climb. He knows, He loves and He keeps me in the palm of His hand.

Not a thing comes my way that He does not know is coming and that He does not allow. He will not let my foot slip, He who watches over me will not slumber, in fact He who watches over me will neither slumber nor sleep. The Lord will keep me from all harm. He will watch over my life. The Lord will indeed watch over my coming and my going both now and forever more. Even through eternity. (from Ps 121)

He is good to those who trust in Him, who rely on Him, who wait on Him. Some may say, “How can it be good when you lose your son? When his children will grow up without their father? When a young life was cut short?” I have no answers to that, but it’s not up to me to know the answers. God has the answers and the plans. His plans stand firm forever. It’s only up to me to trust. When it is darkest of all, that’s when we must trust most of all.

“Taste and see that the Lord is good. Try it, find out for yourself! Blessed is the man who takes refuge in Him, who hides under the shadow of His wings. Fear the Lord, you His saints, for those who respect and follow Him will lack nothing. The lions, that lion that jumped on my back, grows weak and hungry, but those who seek the Lord, in all things, at all times, for all purposes, will LACK NO GOOD THING. The strength, the comfort, the joy, the peace, is there when I need it. (from Ps. 35:8-10)

Lamentations says, “It is good to wait quietly for the salvation of the Lord.” Wait, trust, rely for this too will pass. God always delivers. He always brings us through to the light. He allows us to have trials to grow, to be strengthened, to learn to lean on Him. There is always more we can learn, more ground we can gain in our climb to the sky.

Wait on Him. Praise Him through it. Thank Him for it. Rest in Him. Give it to Him. Sit quietly and believe He is God. He will handle it. He will see you through.

Break free of the darkness. Live in the sunshine.

“For men are not cast off by the Lord forever. Though He brings grief, He will show compassion, so great is His unfailing love! For He does not willingly bring affliction, or grief to the children of men.” Lam. 3:31-33

The Tree of Faith
Faith stands when fear would run.
Faith fights when common sense would hide.
Faith walks where understanding does not trod.
Faith takes the Saviors hand when blindness would fall.
Faith leans on the Redeemers side when weakness would stumble.
Faith rides in the Deliverer’s arms when helplessness would die.
Faith follows the Shepherd’s footprints when stubbornness would wonder astray.
Faith accepts the climb up the sheer cliff when doubt would surely turn away.
Faith lays it all on the Rock when pride would fall under the load.
Faith clings to the lifeline when the world turns upside down.
Faith trusts even when the darkness closes in.
Faith praises when grief bears down.
Faith waits when turmoil lays us flat.
Faith hopes when the storm assaults.
Faith walks the path that can not be seen even when the climb is steep.
“Faith is being sure of what we hope for and certain of what we do not see.” Heb. 11:1

By Wendy Kleker

Blue all loaded up

Blue all loaded up


Sleeping tent

Sleeping tent

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Trouble on the Trail part 1

Posted on February 10, 2014 by Wendy Kleker

Since there have been some confusion of the time of these stories, I thought I would relate a bit of history. In 1995, Two years after John and I were married we bought the outfitting business and thus began our great mountain adventures. Regulations and red tape are funny things, especially when it comes to the Forest Service, Montana Fish and Game and outfitting. The first year John had not yet acquired his Outfitting license due to afore mentioned red tape but the FS required that we have so many guests in our hunting area before the permits could be transferred to us. We operated under the former owner’s license and since we had not had time to advertise and get clients we invited our friends to come into camp and hunt the area. John did pass all his tests and the years following, we did have “real” clients, I will be relating some of those stories later. We owned and operated Wilderness Riders Outfitting (already named) for 5 or 6 years, but once we moved to Trego MT the distance to travel and the demands of running a ranch were such that we deemed it prudent to sell the business. I did run trail rides in the summer in Trego until we left the area. Don’t be surprised if some of my Trail ride adventures find their way into my blog also.

Kitchen boxes set up in kitchen tent

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TROUBLE ON THE TRAIL

The Day Stormy Stormed

            John heaved the 70 pound wooden kitchen box against Stormy’s side laying it carefully on the pack saddle.  The handsome bay gelding stepped nervously away from us causing John to nearly drop the cumbersome box.

“Easy Buddy, take it easy now,” I crooned, as I rubbed the dark red neck.  I moved the rope, John had previously hung in place for the basket knot, around the box and pulled the end until it was cinched tight.  John held the rope while I eased around the fidgety gelding to pull down on the metal rings of the pack saddle acting as a counter weight while John tied off the rope on his side.

“Are you sure about this?” I asked, as John came around the horse’s rear and lifted the other box, resting it on the pack saddle.  Stormy shifted away again and I rubbed his neck, talking gently to him.

“Whaaat?”  John grunted while holding the heavy box.

“Packing Stormy,” I worked on getting the rope in place and pulling it tight. “Okay you can let go.  Are you sure you want to pack Stormy?”, I continued while my husband tied off that side.  “I can ride him.  Or maybe we should put the boxes on Sunny.”

The 4 by 3 ft. boxes held all the kitchen utensils, pots and pans, plates, eating utensils and other sundry supplies for the kitchen in our hunting camp.  To insure against any rattles or thumps I had carefully packed the boxes wrapping and cushioning the contents with towels, cloths and even our clothes. There shouldn’t have been any rattles, but the boxes tended to squeak a bit against the saddle and bump the side of the horse.

“Terry said he’d been packed, I’m sure he’ll be okay once he gets used to it.”  John moved to grab a pack of light gear rolled in a canvas manny.  “Just steady this,” he said as he placed the pack on top of the pack saddle.

Stormy, a seven year old Quarter horse we had borrowed from John’s cousin, stomped his foot as he stood with head up and ears twitching. I rubbed him with one hand and steadied the mannied pack with the other.  John carefully slid the rope over the pack and began his intricate weaving and knotting to keep the bulky pack and boxes in place for the 9 mile ride up the mountain to our hunting camp.

Once done Stormy was left to stand at the hitching post to ponder his unfamiliar burden while we repeated the steps of loading the other three pack horses, except with these we used panyards, or pack bags, that were strapped to the pack saddles.  Partner, also borrowed for the first time from Cousin Terry, was blind in his left eye and had to be approached from that side carefully, never from the rear since he tended to kick when he heard sounds he could not identify. Partner danced around and fidgeted some, but once the pack was securely in place he settled down and seemed to take it in his stride.

This was our first year as outfitters and we, as well as the horses, were learning the ropes.  We had done some packing that summer into the high mountain lakes, but now it was hunting season and time to set up our hunting camp on Cache Creek in the middle of a roadless, wilderness area on the rugged Montana/Idaho border.

We had also borrowed from Terry, a, gentle palomino gelding and I had opted on Lucky’s steadiness to ride while leading packhorses up the rugged trail.  Especially horses that were not seasoned in packing.  John decided I should lead Stormy since he was familiar with Lucky and he would lead the other three pack horses.

After checking cinches, I mounted Lucky, and John handed me Stormy’s lead rope and told me to lead him around a bit to make sure the load would ride okay.  Stormy calmly followed in a couple of circles with head low, ears forward, seemingly unconcerned.

“Okay,” John said as he walked towards his riding horse, Blue, and the other three horses who were tied to the corral fence, “seems he’s okay with—”

Suddenly the rope was jerked from my hand as Stormy leaped forward and started bucking, heading straight towards John.

“Watchit!” I yelled, and John jumped to the side.  Stormy bucked past the other horses making them jump and pull on the lead ropes. With the heavy boxes flapping and thumping his side, the horse bucked his way around the large corral then came to a stand still not far from where Lucky and I watched with wide eyes.

“Easy Buddy,” I slid off Lucky and eased up to the shaking bay, “its okay now, easy boy.”  Grabbing the lead rope, I rubbed Stormy’s sweaty neck and crooned to him.

John checked knots and cinches, “Well at least the load held,” he said with a grin.  He grabbed Stormy’s lead rope and led him around.  The gelding followed quietly, with his head behind John’s back.  Stopping John rocked the boxes back and forth and thumped them against Stormy’s side.  Stormy stood still with head down.

“Seems he got that out of his system, he’ll be okay now.”  Then he handed me the lead.

All right, okay, he’ll be fine.  I told myself, as we headed down the trail with John in the front leading Rocket with Sunny and Partner piggybacked behind. Real reassuring when you think of it, we had Stormy, Rocket, Blue the Boo-boo and a one-eyed Partner.  Luckily we had a calm Lucky Strike and once healed of his cut, Sunny shinned as a mountain horse. In fact he never stepped off the trail again. (from a previous story)

I gripped Stormy’s rope as if I was hanging off a cliff.  Stormy followed meekly behind the quiet Lucky, head down, calmly plunking one hoof in front of the other.

“That’s good, ole Stormy boy, nothing to worry about here.”  I kept talking to him as we meandered up a gentle slope through wide spaced timber.  Calm settled on my shoulders like a cape of warm wool on a nippy morning.  I breathed deep the tangy scent of pine, fir and the decay of summer’s growth.  Tipping my head up, I watched a hawk sore in the blue expanse of sky.  The trail cut across an open slope, I could see the canyon ahead winding its way up the mountain.  The sun shone on the golden larch trees that littered the steep canyon sides among the dark green firs. Peace flooded my soul and the cares of life seemed far away.

As the trail leveled out in a patch of dog-hair, Lodgepole pine, I realized I still had a death grip on the lead rope and Stormy was dogging Lucky as calm as could be, so I relaxed my hold.  Yep, he’s fine now.

A minute later something banged my leg as a red streak flashed by and the lead rope jerked from my hand.  Stormy stormed again.  Running and bucking, he headed right towards John’s three loaded pack horses.

“Watch out!”  I yelled and held my breath.  The tornado of banging boxes and flying hooves landed right in the middle of four horses and there was a melee of horses, packs and John’s hat. I kept my eyes on Stormy who was carrying my kitchen.  The before mentioned cyclone, bucked amongst the thick timber, the boxes thumping and clanging and banging on trees.  I could just imagine kitchen utensils and dishes strung all over tarnation.

Rocket followed suit and ran out through the trees bucking until his load slid to the ground.  Partner stood on the trail, head high, but not moving an inch and Sunny after jumping and whirling around, breaking the twine that held Partner to his pack saddle, drug his lead rope to follow Blue, who John tied to the nearest tree.

I jumped off Lucky and eased up to Partner before he decided to de-load also, and tied him to a tree.  Then I surveyed the damage.  Stormy stood a few hundred feet off the trail with one box dangling from his side, the other box a few feet away on the ground, sleeping bags and pads littered the forest floor.  Rocket completely denuded of saddle and pack was walking calmly towards us through the trees as if to say, “so that’s how it’s done.”

Stomping after John towards Stormy with my hands fisted, I growled, “If that horse has ruined my kitchen I’m shooting him!”  Course anyone who knows me, knows I could no more shoot a horse than dig a hole to the core of the earth.  But I was seeing red!  You don’t mess with my kitchen!

John wisely said, “Go get Rocket, I’ll take a look here.”  By the time I had gathered up Rocket, grumbling the whole way about, “stupid horses!”  John had the box untangled and the pack saddle off Stormy.  Who now stood calmly with his head down and his sweaty sides heaving.

“You won’t fool us again with that calm act,” I growled to the meek looking horse.  I expected to see broken boxes and kitchen utensils scattered amongst the forest growth, but not a box was open. They both held tight and were undamaged.

However the girth straps on Rocket’s saddle were broken, so saddle and the load had to be left behind until the next trip when we could repair it.  John put his saddle on Stormy, very brave fellow he is.  And we packed the boxes on Blue since Rocket was too small for the big boxes. So after an hour or so delay we once again made our way up the trail.

Once John tried using Stormy to pack fire wood into camp, and low and behold if he didn’t up and storm again, stringing firewood a hundred yards through the timber.  However, Stormy was a fine riding horse.  John rode him, I rode him, a guide we hired rode him, his owner rode him when he came into camp, but never again did we try to pack Stormy.

Psalms 29:3-11                                     A Storm.

“The voice of the Lord is over the waters.  The God of glory thunders!”

Black clouds roil on the horizon, rolling swiftly before the wind.  Thunder rolls across the prairie like a bowling ball, rumbling across the dark sky.

“The voice of the Lord is powerful!  The voice of the Lord is full of majesty.”

Wind tears across the prairie grass, laying it to the ground.  The wind bends the trees almost double.  The wind screams around the house and roars in the tree tops.

The voice of the Lord breaks the cedars yes, the Lord splinters the cedars of Lebanon. He makes them also skip like a calf and a young wild ox.

Tall pines crack and splinter in the wind.  Huge branches fly to the ground.  Captives of the wind, tumble weeds roll and bounce across the prairie.

“The voice of the Lord divides the flames of fire.

Lighting streaking across the sky, horizontal to the earth.  Bolts splitting and shooting through the clouds, exploding brilliance from horizon to horizon.

“The voice of the Lord shakes the wilderness.”

Thunder crashes, the ground shakes, the house shudders, the hills quake.

“The Lord makes the deer give birth and strips the forest bare.”

Nature, animals, tornados, floods, earthquakes, hurricanes, great storms, God controls it all.

“In His temple everyone says, “Glory!”

Glory to the Mighty One!  Holy, Holy  Holy is the Lamb who was slain!

“The Lord sat enthroned at the flood.

The flood was God’s idea, He created it, He made it happen. He controls all things. He brings good and he brings bad, for—

“The Lord sits as King forever!”

Forever and ever He is King over all!

“The Lord will give strength to His people.  The Lord will bless His people with peace.”

When the storm rolls in, when there’s trouble on the trail, when the night gets black as ink, when the lightening streaks, when the thunder crashes, when the ground shakes,  when the wind snaps the trees, I can have utter trust and complete peace that surpasses understanding, because I know God is in control.  He is with me always and gives me strength during the storm.

Job says, “But He is unique, and who can make Him change?  And whatever His soul desires, that He does.  For He performs what is appointed for me, and many such things are with Him.” 23:13-14

God does what God desires, nothing and no one can change Him or His plans.  He performs for me, what He has planned, and He has many plans for me.  I believe with all my heart those plans are for  good.  Even when they don’t seem good.

Job also says, “But He knows the way that I take, when he has tested me,  I shall come forth as gold.”

God knows about the storm, or the terrible trouble, or my small problems. He knows and He allows or causes the tests for my good.  So that I may come forth as gold.  Gold to shine forth His glory!  So that I may stand in His temple, where ever He is, and shout “GLORY! Glory to God!”

“Give unto the Lord, O you mighty ones, give unto the Lord glory and strength.  Give unto the Lord the glory due to His name.  Worship the Lord in the beauty of holiness.”  Ps. 29:1-2

At base camp, left to right, Lucky, Stormy, Rocket, Blue, Sunny

Base Camp 5

The Cache Creek trail, Larch trees on the hillside

 

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Blue and Sunny tied to the highline

 

Camp 4

String of pack horses, hauling hay, Partner in rear

On the trail 10

Loading and hitching–not sure what we had going there

Packing 2

Arriving in camp before tents are set up, We even packed Misti, the dog.                               Rocket in foreground

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On the trail, probably near where Stormy stormed

Trail 12

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The Lord is My Shepherd

Posted on January 12, 2014 by Wendy Kleker

THE LORD IS MY SHEPHERD

“He will feed His flock like a shepherd.  He will gather the lambs with His arm and carry them in His bosom and gently lead those who are with young.”  Is. 40:11

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Let me tell you a little story about a shepherd and his sheep.  Amos was a shepherd boy who loved his sheep.  He named many of them.  There was the young ram, Jonah named thus because Amos often found him hiding in hollows or caves.  Then there was the elder ram Abraham who was known for wondering off on his own.  Amos had many ewes of course and one was named Ruth since she was often by the side of the ram he had called Boaz.  Then there was Esther who was very brave, protecting other sheep from ground squirrels and birds.  There was Eve, who was the oldest ewe in the flock and had given birth to many of them .

In the middle of the night when all was black as ink, Amos woke with a start, his senses suddenly alert.  His ears picked up the soft sounds of sheep moving around in the fold.  Had something disturbed them?  Slowly, he stood up from his customary sleeping place in by the gate, and his eyes searched the darkness for shapes and movement.  Even though he could not see them in the inky blackness of the rock enclosure surrounding the cave at the base of a sheer cliff, he knew many of the sheep were standing, some shuffling about, some quietly bleating.

Clutching his staff, he moved slowly, silently among them touching a head and whispering their names for he knew them instantly by only a touch or the sound of their bleats. The sheep quieted when they heard his soft voice or felt his touch and some  began to lie down.

Suddenly a rock rolled on the cliff near by and Amos grabbed is sling from his belt.  His eyes never left the far wall of the fold where the dawn was just beginning to lighten the sky, as his hand untied the strings of his pouch and found a good sized rock.  His muscles tensed, he strained his eyes in the darkness and the sheep began to bleat as if sensing his fear. Amos stepped towards the wall as the sheep gathered behind him in a tight group.

Without a sound, a shape suddenly appeared on the wall, a lion ready to pounce.  Even though he could not see them, Amos knew the lion’s eyes were focused on his movements. Instantly Amos swung his arm several times in a circle and let go of one side of the sling. There was a thud, a yowl and the cat disappeared.  Screaming out his pain and disappointment, the young lion slunk away to nurse his bruised shoulder.

After walking amongst the sheep and talking soothingly to them as they bedded down once again, Amos sat with his back to the wall, listening and watching the graying skyline.  When there was sufficient light, Amos went outside the fold and began hauling rocks to the wall to build it higher and make it safer for his sheep.

Later when the sun was topping over the far hills, Amos opened the fold gate.  One very young lamb could not keep up with his mama so Amos picked him up and tucked him into a sling that was inside his robe and with his staff in his hand, he led the way down the steep path that cut across a treacherous slope. The sheep followed the shepherd, staying on the path since they trusted that he would lead them to good pastures. Today they would feed in the valley where the green grass grew tall and lush.  He knew just the place where the stream waters were quiet and still, not rushing as would make the sheep nervous, so their frazzled nerves from the scare in the night could be settled.

All day long, the sheep fed on the luscious grass and rested by the quiet stream as the young ones gambled and played.  Amos even joined in the play as he often did, running from the young lambs and yearlings, encouraging them to chase him then letting them gather around him as they jumped and frolicked.  Oh, he loved his sheep. He knew them all by name and touch and sound.  He hated it when they were scared or hurt or sick and would do whatever he could to protect them, even putting himself in danger.

A month later when the grass was brown and scarce, Amos led the flock to the hills where he knew there were still grassy meadows.  They would spend their days grazing and moving from place to place and the nights would be spent in caves he knew of in the hills.  The sheep scattered across the hillsides as they foraged for food and Amos stood on a high   point keeping a sharp lookout for invaders or predators.

Suddenly Amos caught movement near a group of growing lambs who had strayed a bit from their mothers.  A hyena slinking low on it’s belly, moved from bush to bush nearing the lambs.  With a yell, he ran down the hill, brandishing his staff, robes billowing, his yells echoing off the rocks.  The hyena made a dash for the nearest lamb and grabbed it’s leg, as the lamb’s desperate bleats split the air.

Amos bellowed with rage as he ran harder with raised staff.  As the hyena was turning to drag the lamb off, the staff came down with a loud thud on it’s head.  The hyena dropped the lamb and with a snarl turned on Amos, as bloody drool ran from his bared fangs. Wham, the staff fell again.  And again. The hyena was knocked senseless as life ebbed from it’s body.

Amos knelt next to the bleating lamb and gently ran his fingers over her bitten leg.  The bone was not broken and the gash not too deep, she would heal.  With a sigh and a glance to make sure the hyena wasn’t moving, Amos took the ram’s horn he always carried on his belt and poured olive oil on the wound. Then he picked up the half grown lamb and carried her in his arms back to his vantage point.  She would have to be carried to the cave come night fall.

As the sun sank, Amos stood, gathering the injured lamb and tucking her in his sling, he walked to the center of the scattered flock.  He let out a high pitched whistle and thumped his staff on the ground.  Most of the sheep raised their heads and started towards him, but Abraham and a couple others ignored the call.  Amos put a small pebble in his sling and swung it several times before letting it go.  The pebble landed just on the other side of Abraham and the stubborn ram, spun around to trot towards his shepherd.  There were a few other rebellious ones that needed the reminder of a falling stone to urge them to the shepherd’s side but soon the flock surrounded Amos.

Amos stood for a moment his eyes roaming the flock.  Something was wrong.  One was missing, he could feel it.  He counted and sure enough, one out of the 54 sheep were missing.  After surveying the flock he knew who it was, the young yearling ram who surely was a son of Abraham’s since he had wondered off before.  Amos called him Jacob since the patriarch, like his grandfather had also wondered far from his people.

After making sure the flock was safely in the cave with the opening blocked securely with a large rock, Amos set out in the dusk of the evening to search for the lost one.  Whistling often, he searched the rocky, rough hills, looking behind boulders, in dips, and in the midst of thick brush.  Already worn out, his feet pained him terribly, his stomach growled since he hadn’t yet had supper, but he would not stop searching until the strayed one was back in the fold.

Darkness was closing in and it was even darker in the deep gorge where Amos struggled over rocks about a quarter mile from the grazing grounds of the day when he thought he heard a faint bleat.  Stopping he whistled, then listened intently.  Sure enough from up ahead he heard the bleating of a sheep. Stumbling and falling over rocks he rushed up the gorge.

“Jacob!”  He called and there was an answering bleat from a patch of brush near by.  Pushing his way into the thorny bushes with his rod, Amos fought his way to the ram.  With legs hopelessly tangled in the brush and his wool snagged in numerous places with the thorns, Jacob was securely trapped.

Amos’ robe was torn and his face and arms scratched by the long thorns, but he carefully hacked away the vines with his knife. Using the crook on his staff, he dragged the young sheep out of the brambles. He wasn’t sure if the blood on the white wool was from himself or from Jacob.  Pulling out his olive oil he rubbed it on the ram’s many cuts and talked soothingly to him until the sheep quieted and leaned heavily against his breast.

“Come, my wandering one,” he said in a low voice, “let’s get you to the fold.”

Then standing the strong shepherd heaved the young ram to his shoulders and carefully began his long trek back to the fold.  Oh how he loved his sheep, even enough to sacrifice his own body for their safety.

 

“The Lord is my Shepherd and I shall not want.” 

The shepherd takes care of all the sheep’s needs and wants, shelter, safety, food, water, rest, play, protection and rescue even when they wander.  Jesus is my Shepherd.  I shall not want for anything.

“He makes me to lie down in green pastures,”

The sheep will only lay down when they feel secure.  Not only does He lead me to the best grass, but I can be so secure in His care that I can lay down in the pastures.

“He leads me beside the still waters.”

Sheep are afraid of fast moving streams and will not be calm near them.  Sometimes I have to face the fast water and even cross it, but sometimes God leads me to places beside the still waters where it is safe and quiet, where I can relax and rest.

“He restores my soul.”

He gives me times of restoration, of quietness when I can bask in His presence and be restored.

“He leads me in the paths of righteousness for His name sake.” 

Like the sheep, I need to follow my Shepherd, trusting blindly that the path He leads me on is the best way possible, even if the trail is hard and rocky and dangerous.

“Yea, though I walk through the valley of the shadow of death,”

Even when His path leads to a deep shadowed valley, such as great loss or tribulation.  Or when I wander away and find myself lost and trapped.  When that dark valley where death looms, is ahead, I will have to walk through it.  Maybe more than once in my lifetime. The question is:  How will I walk that rocky path?

“I fear no evil.” 

Not that trouble won’t come, but I will not fear the trouble.  Why?

“For You are with me.”

In the deep, dark night when I am hopelessly trapped, bleeding, bruised and crying for help, my Shepherd comes. Always.

“Your rod and Your staff they comfort me.”

He is always with me, yes, but my loving Shepherd does more. If I am lost, if I am in danger, or in dire straights, He searches until I am found.   He hacks away the vines, and with his staff, He pulls me from the brambles.  He beats off the enemy.  He saves.  He always delivers.  He completely restores.

“You prepare a table before me in the presence of my enemies.”

Even with great loss, even in grief, even in the midst of trials, I am blessed beyond measure by His great bounty.

“You anoint my head with oil.”

He gently touches.  He heals.

“My cup runs over”

With His great love.  With His joy. With His peace.

“Surely goodness and mercy shall follow me all the days of my life.”

I am pursued by His unbounding goodness and undeserved love all of my days.  He will never leave me. He will be my Shepherd always. I shall not want.

“And I will dwell in the house of the Lord Forever!”

I will be with my Shepherd, my Savior, my Jesus in His family as His child, in His Glorious Heaven.  Forever and ever!  Praise be to God!

Ps. 23

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Happy New Year 2014

Posted on January 3, 2014 by Wendy Kleker

LITTLE WAVES

“And the wind ceased and there was a great calm.  But he said to them, “Why are you so fearful?  How is it that you have no faith?”  Mark 4:39-40

Can you imagine stepping out of a perfectly good boat into a raging sea?  Course Peter was pretty pumped and dead tired.  Days earlier Jesus had sent the disciples out in pairs to minister.  Peter and another disciple went about the country side preaching about repentance, casting out demons, anointing many with oil, and healing them.  After several days, they were excited to tell Jesus all about what they had done and taught.

With a smile on His face, Jesus listened then He said, “We should go to this deserted place that I know of so you can get some rest.”  So they went in a boat to a remote place.  But the crowd saw them leaving and guessed where they were going and went there on foot.  When Jesus saw the crowd, He had compassion on them since He could see they were like sheep without a shepherd so He preached to them all day.

Well you know the story.  When the afternoon was growing late, the worn out disciples told Jesus to send the crowd away so the hungry people could find some food.  I’m sure the disciples wanted nothing more than to be alone, to have some peace and quiet and fill their bellies themselves.  Jesus told them to bring what food they could find which was five loaves and two fish.  Not enough to feed more than five thousand folks, but Jesus thought it was enough.

After He blessed the meager portion, He told the disciples to pass the food out to the people.  So they passed out the broken five loaves and two fishes and then there was more.  It kept coming and coming until all had more than enough.  I can’t imagine twelve people serving over five thousand, but somehow they did.  Their feet must have hurt and their legs must have ached, but adrenaline must have pumped through their bodies to see such a sight.

I would think they ran through the crowd yelling, “There’s enough for you!  And for you! And everyone!  Look what our Lord has done!”

As soon as everyone was served, Jesus told the disciples to get in the boat and row to the other side of the Sea of Galilee.  He must have known they were dead tired, yet so wound up they would keep going and going.  He knew they would come down from their high and soon crash.  So He made them get in the boat with food, I hope, to burn off the adrenaline with rowing.  When the people were done eating Jesus sent them home, then He went to the mountain top to pray.

Jesus had just gotten word before this about His cousin John being beheaded.  Also, He was tired and worn out, He needed refreshing, He needed peace and quiet, so instead of sleep Jesus chose to bask in the presence of His Heavenly Father.

Long after darkness fell, Jesus looked over the waters and saw the tiny boat tossing about on great waves several miles out on the sea.  Now it was night time and the boat was far from shore yet Jesus saw that His friends were rowing hard since the wind was contrary and against them.  He knew they were worn out.  Done in.  Had about all they could take. So the King of kings set out walking across the waves to go to them.

Peter tried to remember why he was so jacked when they had jumped into the boat, jabbering, talking, and yelling Hallelujah as they rowed their way out on the water.  Sure, they had spent days on a spiritual high ministering in amazing ways, and today they had seen a great miracle happen before their eyes, but now his muscles screamed, his arms felt like dead weights and his back burned as if knives pierced him.  It had grown deathly quiet in the boat except for grunts now and then, the food was long gone and everyone was beyond exhausted.  And they were making very little head way against the blasted wind.

Why had they left?  Why didn’t they just stay there with Jesus and send the crowd away?  Then get some rest.  Why did Jesus tell them to leave?  Where was Jesus now?  Still preaching?  Did he think of no one else but the crowds? Why did He not come with them?  If He was here, He could still the waves as He had done before. Yet, their Master had sent them out alone to face the wind and the waves and to strain and fight with these oars all blasted night long. Peter could not see where they were going in the darkness, the waves heaved the boat around like a cork and tears flowed down his cheeks from the wind.

“Look!”  Someone yelled over the wind, “it’s a ghost!”

Resting against his oar, Peter turned his aching head and blinking tears from his eyes, he peered through the darkness. There on the waters was a shimmering light and inside the light, he could just make out a white form.  Peter’s heart pounded and his muscles froze. He rubbed at his eyes frantically.  He heard gasps around him as every mind in the boat thought of the apparent apparition as being an omen of death.

Then a familiar voice came across the surging, dark waves, “Be of good cheer, It is I.  Do not be afraid!”

Peter immediately said, “My Lord if it is really you, command me to come to you on the water.”

Jesus said, “Come.”

And Peter did not hesitate. He climbed over the edge of the boat and stepped onto the waters.  “Jesus.”  I imagine him saying.  The waves heaved, the boat was tossed away from him, spray flew in his face.  “Jesus!”  The darkness engulfed him.  His eyes were on the shimmering form of his Lord.  He walked and did not sink.  “Jesus!” Coming closer to his beloved teacher, he could see His face.

Then the wind almost blew Peter over.  It tugged at his robe and threw water in his face, his hair whipped into his eyes.  Peter glanced down at the tossing waves, the water below his feet was dark and cold and roiling.  His heart pounded.  What am I doing!

He began to sink. The icy water was up to his knees and rising.  “Lord!”  He cried in desperation, “Lord save me!”

In an instant Jesus was beside him and reaching out He grabbed Peter by the hand. Peter was pulled from the water to stand close against the side of Jesus, who said with a chuckle, “Oh you of little faith. Why did you doubt?”

Oh friend, that is me.  I’m in my little secure boat, everything is running along smoothly, suddenly the wind comes up and I find myself straining at the oars.  It’s not a big storm mind you, just a squall, “the wind is contrary”, as Mathew puts it.  It’s blowing against me and the waves are heaving, but it’s not an out and out storm.  It’s not a big thing I face, just a small problem.  Things are a bit out of sorts.

For instance the other night when the temps were falling rapidly and the wind was seeping into the house and the open fireplace heater in the living room would not stay lit.  I’d light the pilot light and fire up the stove only to have it go off in ten minutes.  With the wind chill down around minus 20 and below, the cold was seeping in quickly.  I turned up the thermostat and the furnace fired up. Only to turn off in a few minutes.  After three minutes or so it started again, then turned off, then started.  After doing this several times it ran smoothly and soon the house was warm.

But—worry seeped into my mind.  Was something wrong with the furnace?  Would it quit too?  With no back up of the little stove.  Oh yeah we had a propane back up stove in the basement so the pipes wouldn’t freeze and there’s the electric heaters, but what if the power goes off? So you see it was a little problem, just contrary winds blowing across my life, but I stressed over it.  Became anxious.  Got a headache.  Why does this have to happen when it’s so cold? I cried.

Then Jesus called across the roiling waves, “Come to me.”

“But wait Lord, then I have to walk out on those waves!”  I’m not quite as quick to jump as Peter.

“Just come to me, lay it at My feet and let Me handle it, Child.”

“Okay I can do that.”  So I climb out of the boat and I face that squall head on.  The waves toss under my feet.  The wind tugs at my clothes, but I keep my eyes on Jesus.  And I walk across those heaving waves.   I sing and I praise Him.

“I’m coming to stand by your side, Lord, I’m putting it in Your hands.”

The cold dark water boils and roils.  I try the heater one more time.  It goes out again.  I feel icy water on my face as I look at the waves.  And stomp my feet. And rail against the winter.

I sink.

The roiling water is up to my knees, my waist, over my head.

“Jesus!”  I cry.

Suddenly I am grabbed by my hand and pulled up to stand beside Jesus on the waters.  I look into His face and see His little smile.

“Oh you of little faith,” He says with a twinkle in His eyes, “why do you doubt?”

I cling to Him and the waves heave, the wind flings water in my face, the darkness is deep around me, but I am safe by His side.

Then we step into the boat and the winds cease.  I try the little stove again and it fires up and keeps burning, still is going today.

Now things don’t always resolve just like that, instantly, but they always get resolved.  Eventually.  More times than not the little problems resolve themselves or they cease.  They go away.  I imagine more problems than ever come about.

When there is a big storm brewing in my life I usually give it to Him immediately. I call out to Jesus who is sleeping in the boat, I say, “Jesus! Jesus! Still the waves!”

But when it’s just a squall I think I can handle it, I bend my back to the oars and keep rowing. And stewing.  And stomping.

If I do go to Him, I soon look at my circumstances and not my Lord.  I fret.   I sink.  Worry comes up to my knees and goes over my head.

Jesus always sees His children, He knows their fears, their anxieties, their problems.  He knows when the contrary winds are blowing and the rowing is tough, when the boat is thrown around on roiling waves.  He sees and He comes.

I don’t have to sink.  I don’t have to worry. I can call out to Jesus. I can give it all to Him.  I can look at His face.  I can cling to Him.  I can be still and know He is God!

I can trust.

“And when they got in the boat the winds ceased.  Then those who were in the boat worshiped Him, saying, “Truly You are the Son of God!” Math. 6:32-33

From Mark 6:7-13, 30-52 and Math. 14:13-3

Such a sight to get your hear pounding

Such a sight to get your hear pounding

Hunting with a camera

Hunting with a camera

Spotted

Spotted

See those horns

See those horns

Retreat

Retreat

Curiosity killed the deer!

Curiosity killed the deer!

The only shooting is with a camera today

The only shooting is with a camera today

Live well, my friend

Live well, my friend

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